today was just another boring day(even with fb)everyday seems so boring nowadays..haiss..i need to hang out with buddies asap!GFs!!WE NEED TO PLAN..IMY !!:( anyways,other than that...nothing much happened today...i just realised that my blog posts are longer and more during my school days...now it's holidays..look how shorter and lesser my posts have gone..^^ okayy...downloading song the whole of today...now just waiting for em to transfer(effing long)and i REALLY REALLY NEED to download spongebob episodes..O.O!i know i sound childish but what else am i gonna do when im in india,sitting on the bed,waiting for prayers to start...boring right?so,at least my psp will come in handy(with spongebob,family guy,annoying orange)hehe^^i still have no idea when im going and when i'll be back..oh wait,i'm coming back next year..wow..how "great" is that...so many bdaes in december...and i won't be here...well,i hope i'll be here for halima's bdae at least...the first bdae in december...okayyy...5 minutes left to blog,gotta watch drama.:) i seriously have no mood to go india...it's gonna be the longest trip i guess?i really don't wanna go...wellwell..can't do anything about it..anyways,to end off this post(which seems kinda long)i found my freaking ez-link after a freaking month..luckily,i didnt go make a new one..YAY ME!!andandand,i havent started studying..homework?not done yet...im supposed to be mugging on poa and chemistry and maths...i don't know what's pulling me back..oh wait,i know..but i don't wanna let anyone else noe..hehe^^ okayy enough blogging... and dear you"thank you so damn much for not bugging me anymore..i love you for that...ugh!sorry i still don't love you for that..i'm just thankful(for once):) [ Angels Falling Down. I Found Mine:) ]

Weii People! Alright,got quite a few things going on in my horrible life..but i forgot some of it..DAMN! let's name you:15.. so,15 didn't give up and still continues to msg me...urgh!asked me to use tagged blahblahblah.i dont have to listen to you..FRIEND REQUEST:REJECTED! COMMENT/MESSAGE/TEXTS:IGNORED..live with that! soooo..yesterday slept at 4am...whoa!anyways,been hooked onto fb quite a while today...i trying to find all my friends!!there are a few i left out though:( okayy..other than that,no other awesome stuff happened in my life..:)gonna start planning about movie date very soon(when dad comes back)! well,i lazy to blog rdy...need to sign in to tagged...i miss it:D [to the effed up lady who thinks she rules the house just because my dad is away:stop trying to boss us around...stop telling us what to do..ur definately no boss of this house.and me and my sis will sleep whatever effing time we wanna sleep.so don't bother:) thank yooh!]oh how i wish last nights' dream came true..one day...EDITED:i used your stupid webcam with the intention of webcamming with noraza!A GIRL!so stop letting your imagination run wild and all..i'm not dumb to webcam with a freaking boy!besides,i didn't even manage to webcam with her...coz ur webcam is just effed up,like you are?SO STOP COMPLAINING TO MY DAD!AND STOP MAKING HIM SuSPECT ME FOR NO REASON AT ALL..GEEZ!WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!

woke up at 3+ today...dad went to thailand early morning:( didn't have a chance to say bye:( TAKE CARE!!!:D anyways..i had the greatest dream at night...hahax...wish i saw that guy's face properly..so sweet:P okayy...eversince i created fb,i've been hooked to it..damn! and i finally found almost all my BISvn. friends:) miss themm:) and got some nvps friends too..yay!okayy..i havent bought school stuff for next yr! uh-oh!and the name tag thingy..urgh!i hate that..i havent submit the form..and i think half my class didnt;) okayy..i have no idea what else to blog about..nothing great happening in my life now:) oh wait...i've decided i'm gonna ignore your messages...coz I HATE YOU!and "im out with my bf" is such a lame reason:P BYE YOU! [ JB said on 2010 american music awards,when he won his second award that he wanted to thank MJ coz without MJ,none of us would be here..-.- yea,totally,MJ was my dad:P ]

finally created my very own fb last night(i mean this morning) at 1 something a.m:] hooked on till about 2 am..then headed to bed..INSOMNIA!until 4am!fb from psp and phone till about 3.30am...and woke up at 12.30 todayyy:) fb from sis lappy..and the suckish thing is that my com sucks(as u all know) i cant even do anything on fb!can't like.can't comment..can't even view my notifications!!i think dad must have done some crap settings while i wasn't at home!haiss...so now can only update fb fom psp and phone which takes superrr long..I WANT A LAPTOP!!:( anyways,i'm totally bored right now coz i cant fb...whoaa..this really sucks...OH YEAH!!krishna!!!i got facebook..haha..random:) aitee..enough blogging now...gonna try figure out the internet settings thingy my dad did...haiss

just came back from a movie with sis.left home around 5 i guess.she headed to khatib mrt..i went to northpoint first.bought movie tixs for Easy A(my first NC16 movie when i am officially 16:P) then..thought of buying contacts,but they seriously jack up the price to $56 -.- !anyways..thank god dad didnt come for the movie..haha...i don't even think he'll watch it..the movie was totally about s**ts...yeaaa..but kinda nice movie though:P okayy...anywaysa...vishnu keeps on disturbing me...and he sent me a total long apology sms today while i was roaming in northpoint.then he said this is my sincerest(u expect me to believe that) apology for being a jerk last time(seriously!LAST TIME??only last time?)well,if u aren't a jerk right now,why the hell did u force me to answer ur freaking call!gosh!i hate you! anyways..after movie...spotted shalini and bf....talked to her awhile...then bus back home..then i called someone a fktard and ahole foolishly...haha...cuteness..then there was this whole little conversation between me and sis about this..haha.. oh yeaaa..best part of today..vishnu texted me:hey wad cha doing? and my IN-YOUR-FACE reply was im out with my boyfriend..haha!if i didnt say that,he'd probably disturb me even more..lol! so,headed home and now im chatting with krishna...still in india uh he! talking bout girls O.O! HAHA..well,thats all for today uh...i need to check emails now..got hundreds! bye bye loves!

yesterday was hell of an awesome day:) lekha came over.and when she entered the house she was like "HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE"haha..cuteness..then aunt came...and grandma also came...she so sweet..she baked a cake for dad...wow:)and it was naicee!chocolate:D well,lekha stayed over till about 10+ talked about contact lens and lasik..lol...sent her downstairs,waited for her taxi to come...then headed home to watch my dramas:) anyways,i was texting noraza the whole freaking day! and unfortunately vishnu...wow..he's such a liar!he told me he was kennard...and it was actually him...i still save ur freaking number la.i knew you'd come back.UNFORTUNATELY.and since he was giving me tonnes of missed calls while we were celebrating...i foolishly replied saying we'll be friend..GOODNESS!A GREAT MISTAKE..now he's stalking me on tagged..i hate you..anyways,he's of no importance..ystd msg noraza abt our love lives and all..whoa..we both miss people really badly..then i tried to help her...one msg..he turned out to be quite rude...but the message kinda worked..he text-ed her after that..WEIRD!anyways,i owe her big time..she helped me alot in other stuffs too:) thanks scandal!and noraza and rahziah are the best people i can relate to..they're the ones i can tell my problems to,get advice from,give advice too..they're simply great!i love you..so,me and noraza texts ended half an hour into 261110.ended with a goodnight,thanks,love ya!and upon the whole day of problem sharing,i couldnt sleep till about 3am...i swear i was crying..not only due to my situation,but hers too...wow!she's going through more than i ever did.so,finally slept at i dont know what time..and woke up at 2...haiss..had brunch..and now blogging:) so,im done here..gonna update my tumblr now:)

wow!i have horrible news! i forgot how to play love me..some parts of it...
wtf sia!!!eversince i started playing the new song,i totally neglected love me:( whoa dammit.this sucks big time..must go learn again..haha..anyways,lekha and aunt coming over very very soon..and me and sis didnt manage to go to chong pang coz of the bloody rain...baik uh!
well,now my sis is in the shower.so im using her lappy to update here:)
anyways,other than that..i was messaging noraza for about 3-4 hours today i think..whoaaa!i miss messaging her so much..teehee^^
ok..enough blogging..need to get ready all now:) bye bye peoples...
and to my sis: i know you're already addicted to that new cartoon on disneychannel...which hasn't even started yet..but please do not immitate the lizard like thingy..ITS WEIRD!!!!

Gosh! I think i'm the saddest person ever right now:( coz i'm leaving for india next month! well,still a long time to go though..but i'm gonna miss rahziah when she comes back to singapore:( im gonna miss 4 dance classes with rahziah and my beloved angels:) and im gonna miss new year in singapore:( whoaaa!!!sad case sia..anyways,from now till the day i go fly fly,must keep contact with lotsa friends:)haha..and maybe i might be able to see rahziah and krishna over in india..lol anyways,yesterday midnight surprise for dad was great:) well,he was busy trading...then he talking and talking on the phone for half an hour and didnt notice we were in the hall,all set up...so yeaa..he finally came,coz we off the tv volume and the lights.hehe^^ his "shocked" face was so damn cute..then yeaa.the chocolate melted liao..haha..and i put the relighting candle..so cute,he blow blow so hard!omg,priceless moment!then ate cake..talked about india trip and all..watched family guy and slept at 2..whoa!so,today,woke up at two..and started msging alot alot of peoples..noraza aske me delete her tumblr sia..why???faster go create another one...i need a tumblr to read daily..lol..so then,might be heading to northpoint and chong pang later..buy anthr bdae pressie for my dad:) aunt and lekha coming over later for another surprise celebration..yeaaa..an awesome 50th dad:D OK,enough blogging now..might update tumblr soon...and might post pics of ystd..MIGHT!if my dad allows..and i might create fb today.MIGHT!if my com doesnt fk up again

didn't go for dance today.woke up at 2+ and wow!the most amazing thing happened.i'm not trying to be all religious here..and i'm not trying to brainwash people to follow "my god"so don't you dare think such! so yeaa..woke up..and our family was like totally blessed:) vibhuti(holy ash) all around our pillows...me,sis,maid and dad...well,mine and sis got the most uh..hehe^^ then collected it and kept it...spent a few minutes pondering how the hell that got onto our pillows..then i headed to the altar..and yeaa...the holy ash was like all over the altar...on the statues hand...whoaaa!!amazing sia...then i told sean..he never believe..haha..i took photo..next time we meet i show u uh!well,,i shall not brag anymore abt this..:) but it's seriously unbelievable uh..and my dad said this is a birthday present for him..haha..coolness sia..one day after baba bdae...one day before my dad's bdae...:D and to make things better for me.i was actually wishing for something last night...yeaa..his proves my wish is granted babeh! so,now...playing online games uh..later might be heading out to get my dad a cake to cut at 12.00 tonight:) then tmrw gonna have a small party at home i think..i invite lekha,she keep on giving me missed calls -.- so thats about it..:) tmrw is dad's bdae...HAPPY BIRTHDAY PA!!!! and i feel like calling rahziah today..long time never call her seh..quite busy nowadays...

and this is called heartbroken twice.falling in and out of love hopelessly. well, i realise my mistake now.i just wanted to get over it.but it really went to far i guess:( and now i miss you.i miss those times on msn.when you would call me your sayang.when you would end the msn chat with a bye.love u..and i would just reply a smiley face.coz at that point of time,it wasn't right for me to love again.coz i wasn't over someone else just yet.and now,i don't know what you did and how you did it.but everything's different now.you don't even chat with me.you don't even text me.goodnight messages? they're gone.wow.this hit me real hard in the face.and now,i'm gonna try my very best to keep to this promise.enough of being hurt.it's gotta end.and imma end it right now.not gonna think about anyone(i'll try) enjoy life w\like i used to,back in sec 2,sec 3..life as a happy single person.yea.it's gonna work.imma make it work:)

last night..hmm..i dont wanna brag anymore about this same thing..lets keep it simple.i woke up at 1am..couldnt control myself..cried and went back to bed..and woke up at 9.30 with my eyes all swollen..urgh i hate this...i give up on love..anyways,who cares about that.everyone had their own problems to handle.so..woke up today morning for baba's bdae celebration thingy at toa payoh stadium..i damn damn sleepy lehh..played keyboard for awhile.BOOM!headache started...reached there around 12+..saw sk uncle and family....went for bhajans all...and the best part,they had free health screening there...then my dad ask whole family to go...fine i went...i see all the stations like normal only..weight,height,eye test,bmi...then i went with sis,dad and maid..my weight was 45.6kgO.O!their machine confirm something wrong uh...i havent even reached 42kg in my life!then got the glucose test station sia..WTH!!!they gonna poke my finger...woaahh.i wanted to run away rdy sia...then at first didnt wanna do..last last i did uh..not so pain at first,but after that it penetrates down ur whole hand...gosh!AND IM NOT DIABETIC!haha..what a relief...my finger still pain sia..im typing without that finger...urgh!so...overall quite okayy uh...me,sis and maid left about 3+ coz it was kinda boring uh...dad stayed on..he had to help out...yeaa..just reached home..otw back,messaging dearest..told me that my tumblr posts very the sad..haha...so is ur tmblr!anyways,we both in the same situation AGAIN!heartbroken twice...THIS SUCKS BIG TIME!we both fall for others easily sia...haiss..aite,enough of that..later might be going back to toa payoh stadium and help out...before that might be going out,buy dad stuff for his bdae and all.. 2 more days!!!!gosh! havent plan anything yet... oh yeaa..krishna go india sia...he never tell me..i miss him!haha...coming back in december only..i chatting with him now.. my msn like so dead sia nowadays...no one chat with me..haha..then krishna cannot come online often..i cannot chat with him!:( anyways,i will create a fb one day luhh..dont worry..and first person i'll add is you ok...coz this is like the 10th time u ask me to create a fb..haha..cuteness!well,anyways...i gonna update my tumblr now.. taa:) [ two. heartbroken once-horrible. heartbroken twice-sucks.i don't wanna be heartbroken thrice. ]

4 posts on blogger.1 post on tumblr. 5 posts in a day. last post for today. When you misunderstand me.When you misunderstand what i'm going through.When you misunderstand my feeling.,When you misunderstand everything about me.You make me so furious!When you cut in when i'm talking.When you just don't let me have my say.When you think the whole world's wrong,When you want me to listen to you. I don't even know why i am your friend.When it all gets out of hand.When we don't want to see each other.When we try our very best to avoid one another.When you don't mean anything to me,I don't mean anything to you.Don't you feel you're missing something? When you finally reflect on what you have done.When you regret almost everything you did.When you want to change things. Don't you think it's too late? When you would put in your heart and soul and make that effort.When you can't live without talking to each other because your friendship was that precious.When youu decide that you need each other back.I will too.When you finally see and talk to each other again. When you admitted your mistakes. When everything was just like the way it was before. When our friendship is put back together. Do you know how happy i am? When we become the best of friends after this misunderstanding. When we become special friends whom no one can replace. When all of a sudden this friendship ends again. Is it for sure?Yes,this friendship is finally over.What went wrong? I've had enough of you but i miss my special friend.I spend hours and days waiting to receive a text or call. 2 days,5 days,8 days,10 days.i give up! i found out the actual reason.this is really the end.special friend, how could you go 10 days without talking to me? and soon enough,after i gave up,i realise this.special friend can never understand me.there goes this cycle of misunderstandings again. Thanks for a great friendship before i gave up. [ To my ex-special friend: you know i'm referring to you in this post.It's over. ]

this is my third post for the day in the shortest of time.gosh,i must be crazy.i didn't even update my tumblr today.i not patient uh.load so long...so basically i'm DEAD BORED NOW!my phone is dead.no one called or texted me for the past like 5 hours or so.haiss..someone,message me lehh!i need COMPANY! :D okayy...dad's bdae is in like 3 days!Gosh! what to do.what to do.what to do. we havent planned anything yet.and this has gotta be a hell of a birthday for him...50th liao;P well,we'll think it out tmrw i guess..HAHA! oh yay!someone just chatted with me:) lol. oh another thing..i mentioned i wanted to watch tangled..its releasing on my dad's bdae..hehe^^ but i want to watch on 27 or 28...before i go fly fly:) salina!MUST COME!noraza..if you can...i miss yooh!so,its 640pm now.i'm starving.my headache is killing me and my dad is out:( dunno where he go also..lol..well then,i guess i got nothing else to talk about.i seriously have no life nowadays.times like this,i really hate holidays. [ When Personality And Character Don't Matter To You When You're Only In For The Looks. Then You Can Eff-Off! thankyoohs:) ]

ok.i totally have no mood to go for dance tmrw:( but haziq's coming and i miss him..lol! anyways,was just "reflecting" about today.. and guys,if next time u wanna come outside and "settle" some things.i'm absolutely fine with that.in fact,you should have done it today.i overheard the fact that u wanna have a "talk" with me outside.you should have just walked out of dance class coz i'd love to have a nice long chat with you. and if i was not the cause of all this crap,why are you even finding trouble with me.wth is wrong with you guys?and it all started coz of the video..which i'm SO NOT AT FAULT! the macdonalds thingy..which i HAVE NO IDEA WTH THAT'S ABOUT..and also the camera story?! you people really misunderstood ALOT OF SHIT!get that into ur friggin heads will you!

ok..i dont wanna mention much about dance class in this post..it's basically the same shit again...except for the part when teacher called me out the class to have a talk...well,sorted things out with her..told her to maintain that "student-teacher" relationship. told her that we used to be like that but we weren't teasing one another..blahblah CRAP!she went in the class..i stayed outside...started crying..not because she yelled at me..but bcoz i have to tolerate their nonsense till next yr SYF...haiss...came back in...talk talk some more..and ended class..well,me crying was kind of a good thing..haha..if i never cry,she wouldnt be scolding the others in there...so,overall,i think only 20% of the problem is solved..DANCE CLASS TOMORROW. be prepared. so after all that stress..came home...had headache and i'm still having it..gosh i really hate these headaches.piano-ed although my hand still sprained..haha!and now,im glued to the computer..chatting with peoples..so..thats all uh..just wanted to update about dance class...if there's any controversy tmrw..i'll surely update ;P [ I don't care if you aren't my FRIEND. I don't care if you aren't gonna TALK to me.I don't NEED all this from you. I just want all the MISUNDERSTANDINGS between us to be SOLVED eventually. I hope you'll take the INITIATIVE to make that HAPPEN. ]

You'll never listen to any of us. why?why are you so damn selfish?you told us not to be selfish now you're the one! just listen to us for once..its not only for us,its for you too..we're so dependant on you.what's gonna happen if there's no more you:( just give it a thought.at least once.whose lives will be affected..don't you love us? and when you were in the car with us laughing about the fact you're sick,i had my earpiece plugged in but i wasn't listening to music.i was listening to you.and i swear that i got the greatest shock of my life.i didn't resume the music for like half an hour.how could you laugh about such a thing?i was about to tear right beside you.thank god you didnt see it or here comes your lectures again.even now,thinking about it.im getting real worried.can you please go for a check-up? at least i hope that lion dance thing will help.and thank god we met the sk uncle.if not,i would never have known that this had happened to you. it's you 50th this year..in another 1 month 4 days time.you're not old.so stop saying that.50 is SO NOT an age to leave us. I know we both may have been rebellious kids.going against your will and all.but now,this really hit me bad.and i'm gonna change for the better.i don't want anything to happen to you.no one does.[Dear god,there's only one thing i'll pray for.that he listens to us.that he goes for a check-up.i really dont like this.almost everyday,when we have dinner together,the fact that he's not healthy ruins my mood.its now that i realise i really love him.and now,he's sick.i just hope nothing happens to him...]

okayy..yesterday had the sunidhi chauhan concert..i totally forgot about it until sis reminded me..haha..so yeaa..went to esplanade with sis and aunt..concert started about 730 i think...quite nice eh!then the guy playing the keyboard damn cute ...and seriously damn talented...then he played one classical piece on the keyboard*melts*! i took photos of him..haha...then one time he look at me..i think..haha..ok anough of him!sunidhi looked at the 3 of us like 6 times!awesome!and yeaaa..each one of us got guy rdy..lol!aunt actually like the keyboard guy,but i book him first..so she change to the drummer guy(which is reasonable enough,coz he looked her age :P) sis took the host...not bad taste..haha...well...ended at 930...with the song beedi jalaile..everyone stood up and danced..except me...coz i wanted to see the keyboard guy!haha...top row also didnt stand...scared they fall...hehe^^ quite a memorable day uh...taxi back home...then i forgot to take out my contactsO.O! somehow managed to do so in the taxi..hehe...well,i miss the keyboard guy!!!haha..ok..im going crazy..heck that..i finally decided on a new song to learn on keyboard..well,its another yiruma song uh..the day after...i love it!then maybe after that i learn do you or 27 may...20 november-from 9.20 to 12.20! on the keyboard...and i only learnt 30seconds of the song-.- 3 hours 30 seconds..haha... ok..im done here...gonna play keyboard soon...i seriously love the song... oh yeaaa!!!i miss kentalians and 4na:( i want a 4na's day out before i go fly fly to india....dammit!i just remembered i got dance tmrw...WHAT A SPOILER!

alrite!im back from hell of an awesome day:) firstly was dance uh...which totally ruined my mood...seriously feel like quitting my cca right now and im not the only one...im better off doing sports than mixing with these kind of crap people..i would have quit today but unfortunately i still pity the teacher...coz syf is coming nxt year..gosh!i hope thats my last dance...REALLY REALLY CANT WAIT TO STEP DOWN...anyways..met lekha at bus stop..she gonna meet someone uh..lol...enjoy babe! andnoraza last minute cant make it for the movie..haiss...so,i went with salina...to causeway point...MEGAMIND!movie starting at 4 then i reached there by 3...went to eat at civics centre,bought for her mcspicy...eat eat...3.30,headed back to cwp..bought movie tixs:)salina got new bf...some muhammad ali bin sa..??lol...and my gf is azurah...LOL!lameness...anyways...movie was awesome!!!if it was 3d,i swear will get headache for sure..movie finished at 530..whoa...that was early...thennn....still early,we went to timezone...whoaa!!the last i went in timezone was like august or july??haha...played racing..I WON!!!hahaha!SAI played shooting game...then we played gogoball!!whoaa!!like 3 times...throw throw until my specs fly out..then all the balls flying O.O!sounds wrong...haha..anywayssssss,after redeeming stuff..went to comics collection..bought korean stuff..bus-ed back to khatib...and my dad is out-.-MY WHOLE FAMILY SICK SIA!!!except me...haha..i should be the one falling sick easily...lol...confirm i will fall sick uh...oh yea!!bad news!dance class..nxt monday,tuesday,wednesday!!WTH!!just leave the scheduled ones in december luhh!then i told dance teacher i may be going india...kena scolding...wtf sia...its a family thing.why the eff are you scolding...makes no sense at all sia...dance class is getting more and more biased each day..and you are supporting those 3 idiots?haisss.. ok!enough anger for today...next movie i wanna watch is rapunzel...haha..the trailer looked cute uh...who want to follow me!!!??!?!?! haha..

just came back from that small outing with family and sheffey..went ot the reservoir near yishun stadium..then headed to sembawang beach..draw draw in the sand..all pictures in tagged..some on tumblr..:)

i lazy to update about the past few days uh..quite busy..sehffey and family came over. i got piano buddy! sheffey learning songs from me:) hehe! anyways! just went out to the reservoir near yishun stadium...awesome!!got something like splash park...then me,sis and sheffey didnt intend to get wet at all..coz no extra clothes..in the end,all got wet..haisss.. then sis wanted to go to sembawang beach...^^ went there...draw heart shape in the sand...pictures after pictures after pictures!and another family spotted a dead fish in the sea...UGH!disgusting!! then headed home...enjoyed the awesome breeze with sheffey in the car..listened to all the nice nice songs and enjoyed...but got stone hit me:(haha...so yeaa.our hair all tangled by the time we reached home uh.... so...gonna have prayers soon..then head out to safra...for bowling or pool??LOL!! cant wait:) adios peoples:) muaccckkzzzz! STARBURST BABEHH! ----COPY PASTE FROM MY TUMBLEHH

omg! MY SIS IS THE CRAZIEST PERSON ON EARTH!!!LIKE SERIOUSLY SIA...coz i told her about the dream i had last night.and i told her that i'm not sure if that i am supposed to be happy with that dream or OH NO! lol...something wrong with her brain sia..i sitting on the rolling chair in front of my computer telling this. and she said"go to the altar,swear to god that u won't have a boyfriend until ur 21" "WTF!! i made a promise to myself in sec 2 that i'm gonna have a boyfee when im in poly! " "GO NOW" and that idiot..dragged me(literally) to the altar...fassshhh euuu!!!no matter what crap my horoscope thingy sayd about male friends..im getting a boyfee!!haha!!i so kancheong . she getting worried about her relationship also...dont sad sad uh!i'll keep you happy by allowing you to drag me to the altar everyday :P LIKE THAT'LL HAPPEN! -.-

okayy...i actually planned what i wanted to post on my blog..but i dont feel like doing that now.haha...so yeaa..ystd went to a chinese uncle's house at sengkang area..awesome house sia...then the uncle told me stuff about me...something like palmistry and all uh...whoa!whatever he said was so damn true..then he said i can never ride motorcycle in my life..haha...if anyone ask me to go on motorbike i cant:( dammit!i wanted to ride a motorbike...fineee...its for the best of me:Dhe knew everything from the divorce to boyfee's:D lol so..talked to the little girl..left their house about 1130pm... reached home at 12...family talking time till about 130..we keep on talking about their family uh..then dad reminded me of my 2010-2015 years..haiss...very very bad phase these years..he said problems will come with my male friends..0.0!okayy...no wonder he's so watchful arnd me and my malay friends...haha...well,i believe that whole thing now..considering i had problems with 2 or 3 male friends this year..haha^^ NEVERMIND THAT!!so..today supposed to have dance...and yeaa!!i really really need to call rahziah!!!i want to tell her about the fight in indian dance...haha...well..enough for now uh...i lazy to blog rdy...and another thing! i might be using tumblr often too..so i'll post here whenever i feel like it:P

ok!past few days very happening..121110! had dance.pissed off seriously!i mean, are u all bloody racists or what?and ur racist towards me?coz i speak malay right..BE IT!i could have shouted at u again.my tolerance level with u ppl getting lower and lower each day.so what if we come late for class?others came later right!we come half an hour earlier tats why we didnt have punishment. and ur finding prob coz of that?immature brats!insulting us in tamil some more.i understand every single thing,you dont know that!and because we got chalet on 14th 15th and 16th..cant come 4 danc eclass,u all make noise!EFF SIA!anyways.went to swami home.after a long time.then 8+ rdy.got in the car..and i really scared dad..haha..coz i on the car and indicators..he jumo sia..LOL!SO CUTE.!headed to SSC,ate pastamania! yeay! then got 1 shop selling kewl contact lenses sia.soccer ball pattern,cyborg,cats eye!haha!but i love the emerald and barbie pink!i wanna get that!lol..and juz when i thought we were going home,dad was like "hey,lets go to mustafa.. SIAN!2ns most hated place after tekka!haha..went there,tried on winter clothing and all.wanted to buy 11 adidas kerseys,2 puma jerseys and 3 nike jerseys!haha..i fell in love with 1 puma jersey!got puma logo and liverpool logo! awesome! and i want a adidas jacket really really badly.REALLY REALLY BADLY!urgh!it costs 64.90 sia!so,didnt buy anything uh.one jersey rdy 30+ dollars..haiss..then!buy toothbrush..wanted to buy the electric spongebob one..HAHA..CUTENESS!!dad gave me te "are u kidding" look..lawl!and thennn,bought hindi movies. anjaana anjaani and we are family.i took wrong cd liao!wanted to take aisha but in the end took we are family..lol..coz the cd same size!HAHA..wanted to get taylor swift's new album..too expensive uh!so i took note of all the songs..download next time..I SMART RIGHT!hehe^^wanted to do the same for bruno mars and drake but no time:(anyways..reach home watched we are family..nice movie sia!!haha...then rahziah msg me her india no.passed it to other kentalians...then i tried calling her,she never answer..haiss..i miss her! 131110!!!party was ok uh..dad went for the global akhanda bhajans...then he was under our block..called me to tell there was filming of sollamaley at 788..then lekha came,so we went to try and see varman..haha.lekha,u stick with ur one ok!haha..okayy..picked up dhashaini from khatib mrt..aft that,came back home.eat eat!lekha and dhashaini left for sanjjeev's house.joanne also left..then piriya and kega also left...haha..alone at home 4 awhile..then vkee annei came..talked alot abt movies..and he was bombing down coke like crazy..haha..then lion man came!ugh...not so lion man after all..haha...he didnt stay for long..vkee stayed on..he wanted to see dad coz according to him,my dad "very the HAPPENING!"haha! finally finished everything by 1030..phew!had the global akhanda bhajans today..TIRING DAY SIA!wake up at 10+...so we never do duty..haha...stayed at moulmein till about 6+ goshs!at around 4+ my headache started..then i slept from 445 to about 530..haiss..just came home uh...tired tired..not going for chalet tmrw..malas and its too early uh...haiss... well..thats about it la....must blog more often now..if not i'll have LONG LONG posts like this again!haha.. [ I Didnt Get The "Surprise" I Wanted To Get. You Don't Know How Disappointed I Am. ]

ystd sent rahziah to airport..haiss..i miss her ALOT!!gfs cried..haha...cant wait for her to pass me her india number..i want to call her!! :( anyways..dance today...horrible..it totally ruined my mood today...haiss..i mean..i tolerated it for one day..today was just too much...you dont show the seniors any respect..just because we cant understand whatever u are saying,u take advantage of it to scold us?for what..what the hell did we ever do?and as usual...u ppl are misunderstanding every single thing..haiss..rahziah i really need you sia..i cant handle this dance class...today while dancing our part...they were blocking our way...they called us names..and yeaa...he didnt let me move forward...and i heard "nayi" the moment you said that in my face...i just exploded..seriously cannot tahan rdy...well,i would have yelled at u all more...if the instructor wasnt there...u should be happy that i just said shut up...u never want to see me really really angry...so yeaa..walked out of class..needed some "alone" time...im like already stressed up with tons of things i dont share....and you people are just making my life more miserable...TAHNKS!so yeaa..half an hour spent outside of class...then some students called me back...so went back to class...saw jessica cry...gosh...u people seriously ruin everyone's lives dont you!then...class finally finished at 1....headed to ljs with syazman n aisyah to "relive" our memories..haha...eat eat then went home...and now going out again....I NEED MY EZLINK!!!!haha...random shit..well...im done here....:) [ I Read It One Last Time,Shed Last Tears, DELETE ]

dance was horrible today...these people pissed me off sia...anyways..heck them! i,rahziah and aisyah at the back of dance studio...doing nothing...coz we not dancing the first part..haiss...rahziah is leaving tmrw!!!omg!!!for 47 days!1128 hours!67680 minutes!4060800 seconds!GOSHXS!i wont be able to get or send the messages saying i miss you..waaahh!dance class wont be the same..i have to put up with the crap of calling everyone..hahax!im gonna miss you babe:)anyways,after dance finished..headed to northpoint with rahziah..she needed to buy camera..helped her choose nice nice one:) $229..haha...then headed to minitoons..buy the glowing lanyard:) yea!now all we need is same handphone pouch:)right!after all that...came home...thn sis wanted to go cut cut hair..followed her..with an intention of cutting my ahir too..last last i go hair treatment..lol..awesome!my first time doing..haha...then met krisna at rupini's before heading home...haiss...so yeaa.planned to go for a drive later today..haiss..hopefully get to see rahziah tmrw..oh yeaaa.i and sis wanna send rahziah off tmrw:)a want a hug that will last for 47 days!!and yeaa..the 3 steps we learnt today...go practice in india.U GOT 47DAYS!haha..must be perfect..then teach me kaes! I LOVE YOU RAHZIAH! WELL..my whole post like dedicated to rahziah..haha..cool! AND TO ALL MY 4NA FRIENDS TAKING THEIR PAPERS TMRW!ALL THE VERY BEST!!YOU CAN DO IT1!!WHOO!JY^^I LOVE YOU PEOPLE!MAKE ME PROUD:) and yeaaa.. 2 more days to sis's anniversary..WHOAAA!!one year redi luhh seyy!congratz congratz!haha!16 days to dad's bdae..hmm..what to do sia..must plan alot:)okay..enough for now...im seriously bored...go play spongebob games..lol [ 2 Vishnu's Running After Me. And I'm Running After Another Vishnu:P ]

aitee...if u all wanna know what happened in school..go to my tumbleehh!haha...i malas to type again...so yeaa..went for movie with sis!URGH!FINALLY...after all the bloody confusions...first we wanted to watch PA2..COZ SOMEONE SAID WE WILL WATCH!-.- then decided on the social network..coz its NC16:) and it will be the first NC16 movie i watch when i am officially 16..haha..crap reason!last last went for that hindi movie...action replayy...haha..awesome shit!damn funny!!haha...the actor so cutteee!!!hair look like corbin blehhh!hahax..cute cute:) i likee:)haha...ok...anyways..on the way back...urgh!horrible..beside me was this "couple" smooching away...like every 5 seconds!gosh!irritating sia...i mean.i understand yall wanna kiss and stuff...every 5 seconds not necessary noe..CACAT!whoaa..heck that!there's dance tmrw..hopefully more people come tmrw...and yeaa...our costumes are gonna be awesome...overheard what teachers planned today:) niceee...me gonna wear gold! :D haha...okayy..anywaysss....dad having headache again -.-!nowadays we both having frequent headaches ..haha..cool!!oh yeaaa...before the movie,sis decided that she doesnt wanna get married.POOR THILAN..then after the movie..she wants to get married..YAY THILAN!hahax..me? before and after i dont want to get married..LOL!so,i told sis..now must enjoy...gp flirt flirt alot..so u wont miss out..haha..crap sia!but what dad said was true luhh...no marriage=u just saved yourself..haha!OH yeaaa..might not be going india during holidays...hmm..good or bad?well..any way,i still need to call rahziah:)might be going france...see uncle chile:) AND SNOW!!!AAAHH!!MY LIFELONG DREAM OF SEEING SNOW...haha..ok..MIGHT be going...only MIGHT!lol..so well..thats it for now..now is drama watching time:) HEHE^^ [ how could you ever think of stooping so low?i mean..even before getting to know a girl properly..you already cheated her..faking ur identity?using someone else's name?what kind of a guy are you.definately, YOU ARE SOOOO NOT GETTING THE GIRL..you deserve this shit.and i thought you were those 'innocent' kind of guy,didn't expect you to turn out like this.Thanks,for whatever! ]

Goshxs! I didn't blog for 3 days! Anyways..yesterday was that small open house thingy..dad invited 2 friends...aunt and hidayat also joined us...then once i got dressed up and all..one uncle reached the house rdy..hehe^^i dont remember the names uh...then he say i look beautiful!haha..i kembang...lol...then my deepavali money increase by $50:) yay!so...the party,kinda fun though..started at 5+...haiss..couldnt watch 3 idiots:( so yea!hidayat kept on calling my sis stoopid(coz she is:P)so yeaa..thats about it la..after that,was alrdy 10+ drop uncle home..then dropped aunt home...reached home arnd 11+..dad wanted to take picss...haiss..after we all so sleepy sleepy and look horrible,u want to take pics..lol!so yeaa..picture taking till 1130..GOSH!then washed up and all..watched tv...then me and sis talking bout ALL SORTS OF CRAP...haha..fun fun!watched simpsons awhile since there was no family guy:( headed to bed at 2...then sat on sis bed..continue our crappy talks...then dad came in..haha!!he ask us go sleep...lol..so yeaa...slept arnd 230 or 3..woke up at 155!!just missed spongebob..haiss...dad go to sleep again...he damn tired...so yeaa...thats all for the past 3 days...whoa!like so little oni..oh yeaa..i think my dad suspecting me again..lol...coz nowadays he keep on wanting to check the charts on my computer...whenever i use the com,he want to check..haiyoo..check on ur laptop luhh!-.- then on deepavali rgith..he ckech the charts..then pradeep wish me happy deepavali on msn..then dad open the chat sia..then he ask who is this...then i said my friend's bro...then he said..be careful uh..who all u chatting with...-.-! just wish happy deepavali oni what..haiyoo..but he was looking at pradeep's dp..lo...probably thinking who i'm talking to...lol..coz his dp look very "rocker" hahaz...ok..heck that...tmrw there's dance!im going to see rahziah!!i miss her!and noraza,we have to meet up one day...and yeaa..i need to go check timings for megamind 3d....so yeaa...have to end my post here....buhbye:)

came home after school..coaching today only 8 or 9 people turned up.PATHETICNESS!still fun though..coz we had our guitarist and the awesome 4na singers:D sang our usual songs...coz its gonna be our last songs together till next yr:) maths was fun..supposed to be 2 hours..we finished everything withing an hour..so we were freee!!slack awhile...then use noraza iTouch..play game...she never tell me she got iTouch!stoopid scandal!well,she was damn nervous today..coz after school,she gonna meet *ahem ahem*LOL!so yeaa...went to malay class...we combined with the sec3 express...feel so weird..haha...supposed to have 1 hour of malay..got extended to one and a half hours..urgh!!boring!!then headache started!haiss..oh yeaaa..me and a few classmates planning to see megamind 3d...lol...one day uh..who want to come!!!!haha...we want too ajak more people uh...now there is only about 5 of us i think..well..i confirm everything by next week..and yeaa...malay teacher wants to have class for o level students on monday and tuesday...why!!!that means that i can only see rahziah one hour each day..and that will be the last dance class i will be with her..haiss..i seriously miss her seh!!and perhaps we won't even be able to dance..coz our dance part is the second half..haiss...well,at least i get to see her:) so yeaa.aft school,dad fetched me...came home..watch spongebob..then dad said want to go to the "most hated place" AGAIN!!gosh...my headache was killing me that time...then i sleep..lol...so never go!YEAAAAA!!!slept from 230 to 730..headache still there.EFF!well..im bored now..haha..i chatting with rahziah and aisyah...rest of the family watching some tamil movie uh...haiss...and im eating payasam:) yeaaa..oh yaaa!!!open house!!!i have no idea when...hha..i thought of doing it before rahziah goes...then dad said very short time...dont know what reason all he give luhh...unsure whether to open house or not...see first uh...yay!tmrw is deepavali...my house looks so bare..never decorate all..haha...but got stocks of cookies and all!!hehe^^i almost finished one container of cornflakes today...niceee...alright !enough blogging..i got other things to do now...:)

back from tekka...gosh i seriously HATE that place..so managed to get what i needed..i fell in love with a punjabi suit..lol...but dammit it was $165...stooopid...less than hundred i confirm buy one:)so yeaa..after that..had dinner at gokul's...i damn full!then,while walking back,dad asked me and sis "you know why the steel drains are dented?" umm..nope.. "coz of the indian women walking" HAHA!!!so cuteee..."all the buffalos" lol..then then!!i saw....VISHNU!!!haha.. (dont prasan,its not u-unless ur the actor)haha...so cute...lol!he wore the same shirt in the drama...hehe^^okayy..after that...thought of eating icecream...driving around almost the whole of singapore..lol...too full to eat icecream...so went home uh..and im damn damn lazy to go for coaching tmrw..although its gonna be the last day i see all(refering to less than half of the class)my friends tmrw:)then next week got dance and all..i swear i cant wait...haiss..2010 passed by like damn damn fast sia..and rahziah!!i miss you!!!haha...really sia...just now u near my block, i felt like coming down sehh..haiss..well.thats about it.. gonna watch drama soon..missed two days:( [ Yesterday Night From 12 To 1245, The Best Heartache Ever And I Don't Know Why. I Have A Feeling It's Coz Of All The Crap I'm Going Through. ]

coaching class was pathetic! only 11 people came..haiss..and dad didnt allow me to go to leroy's bdae party..haiss..sad sad...i mean..its just beside my block what..why cannot!urgh!!so anyways..sat with fazil during ss coaching...yeaaa...we heard the hotel rwanda song after months!then heard other other songs...we all request...and i fell in love with one in a million by ne-yo..haha..fazil might be dancing that song:) so yeaa...before chemistyr teacher came,as usual,i and rahziah ran down to dance studio..i really wanted to hear the song BADLY!coz edited rdy..and it's awesome i swear!!i so love the part i'm gonna dance...but we still nedd 2 more dancers to dance with us as the "angels" dhashaini cant:( lekha havent confirm..haiss...see how it goes luh..so anywayd..we were kinda late for chem..lol..heck that...talk talk alot...laughed like crazy...then after that..watched the video where the three hotstuffs(fazil,rusydi and hanafi) dance..hehe^^ hotstuff eh!got abs all...lol!so yeaa..they were awesome!!! as always;P thennnnn...headed to northpoint with rahziah and fazil...talk talk..then had to go home rdy...wahh..i damn sad..cannot follow them:( well..they cheered me up later luhh...one whole gang passing by my block area to go leroy hse:) whoaaa..loves!and noraza came-.- if only i could go down sia...then they all yelling my name..i think dad heard...at least now he will believe that there really was a party at leroy's house...then noraza shout 'sayang'..then he got one weird look on his face..haha!best..so yeaaa..after that...played keyboard and i didnt hear my phone ring:( it was rahziah..they all under my block...:( i miss them alot sehh...although i alrdy saw them in school..haha..so yeaa..now going to the most hated place(tekka)..haiss..buhbye!

watched milenge milenge rdy..nice movie..but it ended JUST-LIKE-THAT!1 i expected it to be more draggy..so yeaa...after movie..on the com...online on tagged...youtube alot! and msn..and you're still not chatting with me huh!? fine..i dont need to chat with you...in fact,life's more peaceful without you chatting with me..:)so..will be heading to bed soon...coz i dont wanna end up standing outside class again..might not be having breakfast tmrw...coz we all plan to eat like crazy at leroy's bdae:) hehe^^ and hopefully if my dad allows,i can watch PA2 with u all..well,if you all are going uh...i seriously want to watch...-you are letting your "popularity" take over.that's why this is all happening.your pride and ego and all...haiss..well,if that's what you want,i can't do anything about it kayss.i lost the hope in thinking you would change.coz after all thats done,you just seem to wanna remain that way..go ahead luhhs..i'm not bothering anymore.and this time I MEAN IT!just leave me alone,i don't wanna talk to you [ All I Know, Is Broken.... ]

was late for physics coaching today..haha..coz i woke up late..at 830+..reason being-i was busy dreaming..haha..serious!ok anyways...brought pepsi to school..then had to stand outside the physics lab coz i was late..i wanted to do experiment:( anyways..went in class...after physics was geography..some wanted to cabot..go watch PA2...well..if i had money,i sure go uh..lol..but last last,we all go back to class...did corrections oni...then chat chat about how NORAZA BETRAYED ME...AGAIN!!!second time seh...hmph~no more scandal week...haha...well,i just hope he doesnt break your heart ok..you've had enough of this misunderstandings.and i'm sure you've shed more tears than i did..lol...just make sure...this relationship lasts ok...DONT WANT TO SEE YOU CRY AGAIN....hehe^^so yeaa..read all the msg she sent to her baby....whoaaa..damn sweet...haiss... well..after school..accompanied noraza to hand in FAS form...then was with rahziah...took maths and physics and chemistry papers from the library...ONE WHOLE STACK SIA WE TAKE!!lol...then ate waffle:) took 812 back home..talked about a long long story..cant mention here..later "someone" view my blog...well...she totally agrees with me...but i still hope what we think wont come true...although this has gone way overboard...well..other than that..leroy's party tmrw..rahziah wants to see the renovated toilet in my house..lol??so yeaa..hopefully i can go tmrw..after school...ask them to wait under my block..then i change..then we go together...lol..oh yeaaa...toilet breakers just cut the water supply for 2 hours-.- anyways....i might be watching milenge milenge later today..rahziah lent me the cd today..THANKS ALOT!!oh...that day me and rahziah checked for the edusave/bursary awards...almost the whole class got sia...yeaa..4na rocks!coz we are the only sec four class which will receivr awards this yr...haha..i got my edusave scholarship:) ok...im done with blogging for now... [ Don't you feel it's gone overboard? I seriously do and I hope you'll realise it one day. ]

aitee..im back from mediacorp..awesome day i swear..the hosts damn damn funny..so yeaa..FROM THE START!reached mediacorp...met aunt...her first rection upon looking at me was O.O..haha..then she was like "wow, you changed alot uh""ur appa allows you to wear this kind of dress?"-who cares!dress code was smart casual:)- hehe^^i know i know..so yeaa..we headed in through the "staff" entrance...whoaa!!like for the first time..haha...so yeaa...was FREEZING in the studio...reached there by 640...filming only starts at 730+...so me and sis were bored..damn damn bored..i listen music awhile...then talk talk to sis...she asking me to look at the brown jacket guy..LOL!side profile-angelo.front profile-shanto...haha!so yeaa..show started...i saw myself being filmed..lol?and yeaa...i was so damn dumb sia...in front of me, got the chair labelled GOH...then i thought "who sia GOH?"..asked aunt..."it's guest of honour u gundu" -.- how i know!!!lol..OKAYY...then film film...wow!i cant believe i watched the finals..even before the first show is on tv..AWESOME!haha...so,i told sis i felt like eating mee goreng..all of a sudden uh..i damn hungry..survived one and a half hours of filming...hehe..must show my face on tv uh...haha...confirm have one..i sitting behind the GOH!and yeaa...the three gundu's trying to answer the questions..i got to know that mosquitoes have 47 teeth..haha!!and niagara falls is not the tallest waterfall...lol..i so random...but hey,who ever thought that mosquitoes have teeth!lol..anyways...after filming,headed to reception for makan..guess what..MEE GORENG!!!my wish came true!!had two servings..then taxi to amk then to yishun...after amk,the taxi driver damn cute..."your friend(aunty) very pretty ah!" O.O! "so beautiful...got bf anot?" OO.OO! -she never tell us- "i tell you one easy way to find out" -what?- "punch her nose" -sian-haha..so finally reached home..chatting with rahziah now..dance cancelled tmrw..haiss...so tmrw will be another day of coaching...and perhaps 4na quality time with faiz playing the guitar and 4na singing My L.O.V.E and Broken...:) cant wait...oh dammit!i didnt buy snacks and sweets for tmrw...haiss..NORAZA!!im depending on you..i want sweets..no cheese uh..i hate cheese!lol:)

im seriously damn bored..sean ask me call him..but cannot...hehe^^so msg msg...he still at sch..suspension...and yeaa..i still smell of cigarettes!on my arm especially...stoopid!anyways..might be going to that show thingy later..chatting with sis and COW!and another unknown person just opened a chat with me..haiss..so cheena!anyways...sis got alot of story sia..whole bus journey spent,talking to her..haiss..why so complicated siaa..and it's actually being unreasonable...i mean..the reasons are those typical cheapskate reasons any guy would give.. "he keep doing shit like this" 0.0!ok nevermind...10 days left to anniversary...one year rdy la!!!please be happy:D oh yeaa...sis plan deepavali party on 13nov right..CANNOT!!!if u want you do separate day from me..coz firstly,13 nov cannot coz chalet is the next day...and secondly,i got 20 over ppls going to come...20 over from my class..then want to plus the bf and gf all..DIE!25 +?? see first..maybe i dont even want a party uh..malas to prepare everything..hehe^^ you just pissed me off!im trying to talk to you nicely right...trying to comfort you..then u like this uh..you know what..forgot about what i said earlier..heck it!

011110:) one more day to leroy's and priya's and shah rukh khan's bdae..lol.! anyways..had coaching today...reached school arnd 910...4na peeps were in class rdy...rusydi brought guitar to school.YAY!ENTERTAINMENT!then maths was the first...yeaa...10 of us sat like that same panel of judges:D after that was physics..lab!!did the center of gravity experiment thingy..then told noraza story about vishnu...the very very first one!haiss..GO AWAY FROM ME!!!lol..anyways..heck that..not important..after physics was chemistry...me and rahziah were so tempted to go to dance studio and dance 4 awhile..haha..but didnt:( ms siva came late!half an hour late..and bcoz of that,our wednesday's lesson half hour extra -.-! anyways...before she came...almost the whole 4na were at the class corridor..singing all sorts of songs...My L.O.V.E,broken..haiss..so fun..then whenever the hockey people score,we all do kallang wave...lol?so yeaa..when ms siva walking to our class..we all started singing My L.O.V.E! E'eh!she kembang luhh..lol!so yeaa..we learnt new topic..then i was busy using noraza's hp trying to figure out how to log out her msn and sign in to mine...then she call me...ask dont know what questing...what is diesel used for?yeaa...then i was O.O!lol...then suddenly my father all come out sia..."ur father drive mercedes benz..later he come school i tell him...blablabla!" my dad not even in singapore uh..PAISEH!!then she in front of me sia..omg!!i answer it's used for motor vehicles.. LOL! ms siva-"ur father use diesel t drive his car uh?"..vini-"how i know..u ask my father la!" LOL!!!then her eyes,as usual..open BIG BIG O.O! haha..besttt...i never prasan i said that sia...lol..ok after all that laughter...headed to northpoint ljs...ate ate french fries..bought mcflurry...my teeth pain!the cement come out sia...yesterday..i eating cookies then chipped off...stooopid dentist!so yeaaa..walked to bus stop with rahziah...she went home with arbakiyah..his school finish just in time seh..lol...and now i'm here..BORED!!!later might be going out to watch some live show again...haiss...why she everytime must get free tixs uh!lol..OH YEAAAA!!!i finally found out about the first first guy...gosh...one long blog post dedicated to u not enough uh? and why do u need someone else to say it...cant u just tell me urself..as if u actually "deleted" my number in the first place...please uh..i seriously had enough of all these...dont bother!