ok..i just came back home from school:) noraza-please dont cry rdy!!i seriously cannot tahan seeing u cry...haiss...nevermind:) now both scandals are single:) haha.. and nani's advice to me n noraza..lol!forever the same sia..."dont worry,there are many fishes in your pond ..dont just go after one.."HAHA SO ANYWAYS...recess didnt eat..noraza wanted to go hockey pitch..then i teman her..all of us almost kena scolded by teacher sia... ok...after that..fight with anitha...i nicely talking to her..then she shout shout for i dont know what stoopid reason!so yeaa..NO FERRERO FOR U UH!!i owe aisyah n syazman n salina chocolate...aisyah-coz her bdae...syazman-i forgot why...salina-coz pradeepsalled owe her...HAHA ok..physics test!i swear i damn confident sia!!but ss like i dont understand anything!! nvmd uh..geog must score:) so...tmrw is chemistry test...I DOWANN!!! HAVENT REVISE YET!!and theres dance tmrw:) yay! ok..finished school at 2..then went to library with rahziah n haziq to get free MATHS TEST PAPERs!!! lol...like as if im that excited...but its free!!so take..and do..lol..so yeaa..they both went for remedial..i nvr go:( then i walk to bus stop alone...AND I SAW YOU!again!!sway la my life...anwss...got down at interchange..bought famous amos cookies:) YAY!then met sis and headed to interchange...i went home first..coz she go one big round...she's weird!HAHA.. alright..i got nothing else to say rdy la...and dinosaur come back school rdy..but adeline never...aiyooo! AITEE...byebye:)

ok.. i need to update fast..sis only let me use the com for 10mins....haishh...well at least she let me use:)
anyways....today my dinosaur never come school..he go check up his leg...lol..alot of ppls having leg problems sia..WEIRD!
anws...sean bully me today!!!!he hold my hand so tight...now got red red marks...stoooopid!!!okk anwsss....maths test today...swear got no time sia..tcher come in 10mins...then i oso stressed uh...coz i ystd havin headache ..sleep sleep like a pig the whole day..then nvr study...so last minute studies today uh...so yeaa!!
CLIMAX OF THE DAY!!!
recess time...i was with haziq,syazman,noraza...lining up to buy food..then we cut queue and all...haha..then i pinch fazill..his hand so red:)
lol..sorry!!!anyways...i just about to eat right...suddenly see one girl getting up..then her friends follow her go to office...COZ HER HEAD!!!!GOT FORK!!serious shit sia...someone throw or what i dont know...but  a fork went in her head sia...at the side there..aiyooo.....stoopid northlander!so frankenstein sia!
ok...then after that..assembly and all...talking about EOY exams....haishh...same old thing la...dont copy...all that crap...so anws...my time is running out:D
and i need to revise for physics n social studies test tmrw...dammit!
i hate ss...physics can make it laaa..:)
ok.. reminder to noraza:BRING CHIPS TOMORROW IF NOT I WONT SUPERGLUE UR ADDIDAS BOTTLE:)
hahaha..kidding uh...u'll always be my sayang..lol...i sound so weird!!
hehe^^
ok..byebye ppl...!
ily:)

ok..i'm using my computer now:) dad was having his headaches again...haishh...he went to sleep first:( anyways..its 9.49pm... so yeaa..what what all happened today!! sing sing song right...then noraza was shocked i know malay song..hehe^^ anyways..today damn slack sia.. ok..i think i've said that already:) so anws..tmrw will be 24 days till my bdae..and 38 till halima's! lol...i still elder than uu:) haha...alright..i'm gonna catch a tv show now:) so yeaa..gonna check mails then shoot off to the hall...watch programme then sleeeeeppp...tmrw i waking up first seh:( haishh...

Jangan Pisahkan Aku Dan Dia . Tuhan Tolonglah Ku Cinta Dia . Biarkan Kami Tetap Bersama , Di Dalam Suka Dan Duka . ~~I Dont Like You. I Just Happened To Look Your Way When I Was Smiling;) Suresh!! Lol . I Just Thought Of You Although I Dont Know Who The Hell You Are!!

ok..i blogging frm psp!first time! so i lazy to type alot uh..hehe
anws,got brownie frm halima..finished half in sch,.thn my two annei merajuk coz i nvr give them.,in the end i gave..im so kind hearted,!anws,whole day was spent sitting in a row like a panel of judges in class..syazman,fitri,scandal,halima,sai n mano..awesome,.
recess share food wit scandal..she nvr bring chips to sch! hmph~
anws,spent class time singing all kinds of songs.. ok.,cnt type much rdy,psp gt limit..lol!

just came back from temple..went with sis n krisna...last minute decided to go..coz later i alone at home...then long time never meet krisna also:) miss her!!so yeaaa...we told our stories...she oso break up sia...and we both seem happy bout it..lol!
so we all turn by turn tell stories...then we missed the bus:(
and i called sean...he uh....nvm...dowan say anything rdy...
so yeaa..finally got into the bus..then i went to buy pepsi:D
headed to prayer hall..bhajans finished...announcements..so yeaa...then aft all that..went down...saw sudhan n MY PRIMARY SCHOOL VP..haha...he looks the same...but of course he wont recognise me...OH YEEAAA!!!krisna n I become bf n gf...lol..at 8pm sharp...
so yeaa..went to makan right...then krisna singing bhajan...the parama pavitram baba vibhutim...haha..then got action action all..she doing fireball all!
haha.so anws..she was admiring a cute guy serving food...haishhh..she uh..foreva!
then yeaaa..i drank 3 cans of pepsi today sia...
and today is HAHA day.lol...coz we all laughed like crazy...dont cry,today is HAHA day:D
so yeaa..the last can of pepsi!!!krisna hug me...then my pepsi can fall down..half pepsi gone:(
haishh..so yeaa..anws aft tat all. took 169 home..then sent krisna to 812 bus stop,,,
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So many tears I cried
But all for nothing I’m afraid to say
Loving you no more
I just I just can’t be loving you no more
I love you more than I love myself   : D

ok..i take back whatever i said in my previous post:)
seriously..I HAVE NO REGRETS NOW!!!
ok...i dedicate this post to you...although u might not be able to read it..coz i changed my blog:)
anws...I'LL MAKE SURE you get to read it somehow..
so yeaaa...here's my nice long post for you...
i cried for nothing..wasted too many tears on you..
coz you know why!??I thought you were different but you turned out to be just like the rest...YES YOU!
thank God i HAD you.. if i HAVE you,my life would be upside-down...and yeaa...formspring!nice one la!
proves that 4 hours ago before i broke up with you,u actually wanted a break...awesome!Proves how much u cared for me.proves how much importance i had..proves that you hated me..and yeaa...i have the rights to doubt you now...coz ur a NOBODY to me.!i wasted four months of my life with a guy like you...
so yeaaa!!man i love doing this!
yeaa...i'm gonna let out everything here!so yeaa..i told noraza...she totally agrees with me..
not bad uh u....september 24..congrats!WITHIN ONE DAY! seriously sia..i cant believe it...now i guess this was why u wanted a timeout?
someone once told my sis that no "xyz" will get in our way...but now You've gone with that "xyz" and you still have the cheek to say i was not commited?i was doubting?i couldnt be trusted? OH HECK I DO HAVE THE RIGHTS TO DOUBT US...ANDI WAS RIGHT TO DO SO...COZ WHATEVER I DOUBTED TURNED OUT TO BE TRUE...
hmph~dont wanna know what u hav been doing behind my back...
i feel shameful that i let you hold me in your arms..i feel shameful that i bought u a gift..i feel shameful that i let you kiss me..i fell shameful that i had someone like you.....thanks for making me realise how stupid i was...wow..i treasure this lesson:)
and yeaaa...im not gonna emo bout the loss of you now...dammit.i should have done p.e on friday...wasted..4 weeks of no p.e!
HAISHH..anws...i'll throw away that poem thingy....and all the other things that will remind me of u...
please throw away what i gave you too:) thanks uh...
so yeaa...this post would be and can be much much longer..but my sis just came out the shower...so unfortunately have to give her back the lappy...
to end this off....i'm glad i'm single...
and i swear i feel disgusted that i let you be with me...seriously...my only regrets to that...
230910 at 4.04pm is loved:) 120510 at whatever freaking time is hated...
AND YEAAA..I DELETED OUR BLOG...! COZ WE DONT NEED IT ANYMORE...
so buh-bye..IM BETTER OFF ALONE:)

feeling sick today aft crying in school ystd...on the 23 i only told noraza and sean...then anitha got to knwo..and on friday...fazil was like...dont be sad...whoa..the whole class found out alrdy before p.e lesson....I LOVE MY 4NA:)then yeaa..p.e...couldnt control myself....cried like crazy:(...sean cheered me up with that filipino accent:D thanks bro!didnt do p.e...ms chen kept on asking if im ok....told her i wasnt feeling well uh...so yeaa..I.S.H...hid in the toilet...didnt want ppl to get so worried...haha..then sat outside...saw them play basketball n volleyball..me,shanmuka,adeline,anitha n syazman sat one corner...THANKS GUYS..FOR BEING THERE FOR ME:) I LOVE YOU! skipped recess...aft recess i was kinda feeling better la...then asked sean n shan to dance for me..haha..cuteness! and 4na!thanks for the concern...and all the hugs!from noraza,anitha,sean,salina,halima,rahziah,ayu,nani,fazil,syazman....:D so yeaa..rest of the day...wasnt feeling so bad..BUT NOW IM SICK!!!ok nvmd..after school fazil n rahziah asking me to go raya...haishh couldnt sehh..they said u must spend time with friends now..we dont want you to go home and emo..SO SWEET!!really i treasure you all as friends..:)so anws..WANTED TO SKIP DANCE!!then i was walking with rahziah and shamira n farhan..then crossing the road.got one taxi horn horn at us...DAMMIT!WAS DANCE TEACHER!!!SWAYYY!!! then yeaa...called her..then she ask why not coming for dance...told her we going raya..then she said..cannot..you are the leaders..cannot skip dance..bla bla bla..haishh...so headed back to school...was really upset though...i mean she should understand what..muslims need to go for raya..haishh...anws..did dance...for the first time IN SKIRT!omg...felt so awkward..then doing the dance right...we have to be very very angry...i mean its sort fo a angry dance thingy..its gonna be syf...well..the first part of the dance i dont like la...to be truthful...so i hope i wont be dancing the first part..very scary...everytime i hear other screaming and shouting,i wont be dancing ready..instead i'll be closing my ears..haha...too loud..so yeaa...the second part of the dance..I REALLY WANNA DANCE...and yea...i keep on telling teacher i cant dance so fierce fierce,demon-like...haha..i very the graceful:)so yeaa..second part of dance will be graceful...cant wait for that part:D ANWS...TODAY!!woke up at 11am...coz i had a dream which i didnt want to dream about..so many times rdy..the same dream..haishh...why now!so anws..selpt again and finally woke up at 2!omg!!!then i was like dammit gotta study..and i havent started...coz just now watching hindi movie..now watching just for laughs...CHEER ME UP A LITTLE:D so yeaaa..thats bout it la.. i dont know whats gotten into me..when im angry i'll just let it all out...but in the end i realise i shouldnt have been that angry...well...what to do now...and yeaa..while typing this i can feel my throat becoming sore...i hate this..and yeaaa..i vandalised my table ystd...with lots of stuff...bout the same thing la..rabak!!then on my fulscap paper also...wrote all kinds of stuff...then noraza liked one of it...haha...well..i meant it at that point of time...now...hmm..i'm not so sure....but looking at the whole picture,i do mean it....and i'm sad i do... [NEVER ENDING WATERWORKS]