Nov 21, 2010

You'll never listen to any of us. why?why are you so damn selfish?you told us not to be selfish now you're the one! just listen to us for once..its not only for us,its for you too..we're so dependant on you.what's gonna happen if there's no more you:( just give it a thought.at least once.whose lives will be affected..don't you love us? and when you were in the car with us laughing about the fact you're sick,i had my earpiece plugged in but i wasn't listening to music.i was listening to you.and i swear that i got the greatest shock of my life.i didn't resume the music for like half an hour.how could you laugh about such a thing?i was about to tear right beside you.thank god you didnt see it or here comes your lectures again.even now,thinking about it.im getting real worried.can you please go for a check-up? at least i hope that lion dance thing will help.and thank god we met the sk uncle.if not,i would never have known that this had happened to you. it's you 50th this year..in another 1 month 4 days time.you're not old.so stop saying that.50 is SO NOT an age to leave us. I know we both may have been rebellious kids.going against your will and all.but now,this really hit me bad.and i'm gonna change for the better.i don't want anything to happen to you.no one does.[Dear god,there's only one thing i'll pray for.that he listens to us.that he goes for a check-up.i really dont like this.almost everyday,when we have dinner together,the fact that he's not healthy ruins my mood.its now that i realise i really love him.and now,he's sick.i just hope nothing happens to him...]

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