social studies and malay test today..no comments..
NO COMMENTS=SURE FAIL ONE!
so,poa and physics tmrw...last day of common test..yipee:)
and last minute dad isnt going overseas..sad sad..means i cant guy watch with adeline and scandal:(((
next time aye?
anyways,today i eat alot alot of sweets...diabetic rdy..haha
oh yeah,tmrw got dance..no mood i swear!i wanna go home and slackkk..
sis and i need to go for facial and eyebrow threading....aiyoo!!faster lehh!
hmm..what else?
wednesday might be going to wendy's with noraza for something i shall not mention here and now^^
oh wait!!yesterday had family dinner outside..near school...haha..then saw nani runn across the road like a maniac..lols!so cute!
alright,dont wanna get carried away blogging..i guess i'll view others bloggies and tumblr's before studying again:)

i havent study!i can't study!i'm not gonna study.
i hate social studies..thats my main point..
wyh must the textbook be so complicating..
i mean can't the ujst say what the freaking reasons are...and what the impacts are..
why must the put those complicating questions and not mention anything about reasons/impacts...
and then we have to use our penut sized brains to figure out which is which...
and why did americans interfere in th iraq-kuwait war..let them fight on their own la..because of you,i've got extra factors to remember:( thanks uh!
anyways,given up on social studies..
did just the way you are song with sis..now re-writing the lyrics...its awesome:))) i like..
okayy..imma head back to studying soon...FAIL SOCIAL STUDIES!!!

hello bloggie..updated blog and tumblr today..like finally!i wanna change my tumblr!!
anyways,today texted sean and fazil and noraza and victor..hmm..mostly sean and noraza..talked about love life...aigoo...got people so miserable sia..
anyways,i did something that made me feel so superior...woah...its the second time i did such a thing though..wow!proud of myself..
just hope that what happened before doesnt happen again:)
anyways,imma end this post here...enough blogging..
and 5 sodium rules!!!

urgh!i feel so weird..didnt study much today..gave up revising poa...cant get anything into my head..
anyways,played keyboard about 3 times already today...finished learning jar of hearts..wow!i learnt that song in 3 days:) im awesome..need to practice a lil more though...and yes noraza!!i think i really very jealous...but heck uh...cant do anything...
well,my life is currently damn boring...haiss
and yeah,u msn-ed with me once....and then you forgot me again..haiss...wtvr luhh..i dont even wanna layan you anymore...firstly,you lied to me...and the first impression you gave me last year was horrible..you thought love was so cheap?when was that?march??yeah...and now,ur point of view hasnt changed right...so,to hell with you...you've been forgotten..dont bother chatting with me/texting me anymore:)
ok,i need to update my tumblr..but my tumblr isnt sad nowadays..i've got a diary...i'll write all the sad stuffs in there...coz quite a few people know my tumblr ready..

-STILL HAVE THE FAITH,STILL GONNA TRY

annyeong people!today was slacking the whole day!BAD!
went school...skipped recess to revise for chem test..last minute revision/singing did help ALOT!if i pass my chem,imma do last minute revision like FOREVER!hahaha..
today noraza brought this hair serum thingy which is supposed to PREVENT hair loss...but now me and adeline,used it and GOT hair loss..SIAN!
then scandal did some hairstyle for me...WHICH MADE MY FRINGE BENGKOK!!gahh!! no more straight hair rdy:((
after school,no dance...coz its commong test week..walked back with ayu and sha and rahziah..supposed to study arnd 4pm...but instead i watched tv and KO at 4pm -.-
slept and woke up at 8pm...wahhh....sad life...so didnt study today...gosh,i hope i can wake up tmrw morning and study..and i left my msn on for 4 hours!!haha!
aitee,currently uploading and watching AMARIONETTE'S dance practice videos...coz its awesome..but my voice damn sucky..hahax...

well,there was geog and english class test..was average..i think can pass luhh..not so confident though..
so yeah.bag was super heavy today..left class after english test..changed and headed to hall...
did a few rounds with halima...woah...we like super confirdent sia..and damn damn enthusiastic!!and halima!!i'm so proud of you..you managd to pronounce enthusiastic!!yipee:)
then phototaking with the performers awhile..
woahh...got lower sec ask them fro autograph sey...cheyy!!
then bought mcflurry on my way home..walked with haziq to northpoint...came home..rest long long...and studied chem..NOT CONFIDENT!!!!
anyways,i asked adeline to learn the lyrics of jar of hearts-christina perri..
coz i'm learning how to play it on piano...its awesome...ok,i know i'm supposed to learn fall for you...but that song kinda outdated...hahaxx..
so yeah,yiruma song almost done-ded...now beginning to learn jar of hearts..woah.so exciting..hahax!
aite,,gonna upload some pics on fb i guess..then piano and study later:)

just came back from a super duper tiring day at school..haiss
yesterday was real busy doing the scripts and all..haiss..then today also..had last minute performance...so had to edit quite a bit!
had early recess..went through lines..then BAM!my effed up headache started...damn bad headache..the worst this year:(
so,left maths class at 1230..got dolled up..
and majority of comments were halima looks professional,vini looks sexy...WOAH!I KEMBANG..lols...anyways,rehearsed a few more times...
and thank god,when fazil performed,he did quite well!!i mean,no one would have realised that his leg was actually injured...good job fazil!!!:))
dear god,make sure fazil performs for tmrw as well as he did today:)
so,the first time i and halima went on stage...woahh...damn nervous..hands shaking..GAHH!!
then we got our confidence!!yeah!! more enthusiatic rdy..
and all the performances were awesome..
so,have to do it again tmrw..
and tmrw is the start of common test..tmrw is english and geog paper...i damn stress!
so,tmrw i'm definately not wearing a dress...troublesome and scary..haha..i think i'll wear the black and grey singlet tmrw...same colour as halima's:)
aitee..i cant blog much..my headache is horrible..i need rest...i need to shower..i need to revise-.-
i hate my life..
and thanks to everyone who supported us!!i love yooh!

----to hell with your attitude

today had last minute notice for senior showcase rehearsal..
yeay!its in two days time...and hotsutffs(halime and me) are gonna rock the stage...cheeyyy!
anyways,was with fazil,rusydi,haziq,hanafi,aisyah,syazman,adeline,anitha,salina,halima...in dance studio..watching the 2 groups dance..took many many videos of the guys performance:)) i like!!
will upload after senior showcase is over aite:)
currently,transferring the videos...
and gosh,im addicted to love the way you lie part 2..
ok,its outdated..but lyrics=damn awesome!
sis ask me to wear dress for senior showcase..but i wanna wear my black n grey singlet...coz halima wearing black and grey too...
haiss..see first uh...
so...nothing else today...geog class test on wednesday..then thursday is the start of common test..so me gota revise:) vini...you need to do very the well!!!!
5 SODIUM RULES!

187th post..my PSLE aggregate..ok..lame!
cam back from prayers..woahh..was listening to you and i THE WHOLE DAY!!
i lovelovelove the song!
and yeah..i wanna watch nigahiga and kevjumba videos.but my dad's in the room..and i feel so awkward watching those videos when he's arnd:))
so,tmrw is monday..OSIM!
my sis wants a new nickname for her facebook...and she's bugging me about it..
haiss..
heck her..
my name is now vini googaley..thanks to salina bambayaa:)
i miss the googaley song!! :)
hahaha!
ohwell..i got nothing else to post..imma fb for a while more..then do some hmw...and just rot for the rest of the day..
AND YOU 15 YEAR OLD GUY!!still got the guts to gimme a miss call and text me saying wrong number...urgh..stop agitating me!!!once more,YOU DIE!!seriously...u effing irritating the crap outta me!
and i dont like someone else too...nehmind that...its been a long long time since i updated my tumblr..i should update it soon though:)
and the best part of todat was when me and sis exchanges the stuffed toys:)
you keep mine.i'll keep yours..keep it away from each other...and heck yeah,we still do wonder if they still keep those stuffs too:)

gonna head out for prayers with family soon...
so,yesterday,rahziah came over to do her ss...and we did maths again...woah...studying with her is awesome...we really can do maths damn quickly...although we managed to do a 6 marks maths qn but not a 4 marks one..hahax!
so,after that...dad wanted to go out...
headed to serangoon area...went to jewel of india restaurant..had awesome buffet there:)
then drive arnd town...and finally headed home:))
skipped class today morning...sis wasnt feeling well..
and yea...common test week coming soon..NOT PREPARED!!
AITEE..gtg now:) byeee

time is 10.18...
i'm damn freaking bored..
i've set a new record for not playing keyboard..its been 3 days continuous-.-
i wanna learn how to play fall for you by seconhand serenade..
well,actually learnt it way back,but that was my (unprofessional) version..coz i was sec 2 back then..haha..
and i kinda forogt how to play it:(
then recently,listened to the song again..and the piano-ing was awesome:)
so,its final..the day after is my last yiruma song..then fall for you..and perhaps another yiruma son-27may..COZ YIRUMA IS PLAIN AWESOME:)
ok..enough piano updates..its boring..and i munched maltesers chocolate just now..i'm gonna be diabetic O.O!

I MISS MY STUPIDLY ACT CUTE AND PRETTY SCANDAL:(

AS WELL AS FATSTUFF 0.0 AND HOTSTUFF:)

just came back from school..today was average...went school..
ss,malay,english...RECESS!!then poa...
gosh..today was actuallt kinda boring...
and alot of homework for the weekends..haiss..
common test 2 timetable is out..just that i didnt get it yet..
and we got the sample o level registration slip thingy today...goodness!!!i feel awkward holding that paper..hahax
so,after school...had dance..kinda better now..then the guys as usual come in the dance studio...and play soccer outside...
ohwell...tmrw is that stupid medical appointment thingy i guess..and rahziah might be coming over too..to do the ss homework...coz she got no internet at home for the mean time:)
CANT WAIT!!
and yeaahhh...teacher told us her love story today...and goodness!!!its exactly the same as mine...like every single thing..haha..then lekha keep on nudging me..and i guess teacher found out too:P
Aitee..i'm gonna fb awhile...then do hmwk..

helooo:)
i'm back from a tiring day at school.
well,today wasn't a good day...not feeling well at all!till now:(
anyways,still had loads of fun,but i was dozing off during classes:)
did up the notice board with the help of rahziah and halima...its looking real awesome...
tmrw imma take a photo of it.i like!
so,other than that..had maths quiz ...did awesome:)hehe^^
and my fringe giving me problems:(its not falling in the right place:( damn irritating!
haiss..anyways,after school..went to mac with fatstuff,hotstuff and scandal..bought large fries and mcflurry:)
woah...we've like become the coaching buddies..haha!
then went back in school...english coaching..type out assay...distributed sweets to the class...its finished:(
talked about going for a movie date again!haha...rahziah,me,sean and shanmuka....LOLS!!
and i can ajak my sis along too...so sean can pass her tissue when she cries!hahax....but i really wanna watch movie with rahziah.!!
so,tmrw,there's cca..i ain't gonna be well..urgh!i hate this..
supposed to stay back today with ms siva to do the script thingy...coz me and halima are the MCs for the senior showcase this year...awesome or what!!confirm i very enthu sia!!we're the freaking oldest in the school!TAKE CHARGE!
hahaha...but unfortunately didnt do that...coz ms siva had meeting-.-
dad picked me up...came home ate chocolate cake:)) thanks for buying sis!
and now,waiting for dennis to send me his pic,i need to print it for the notice board..aigoo...stressful!
so,i cant wait for wednesday's senior showcase:) nervous!
and 11march sports heats!!!:)
aite,i got homeork to do..bye people

BAMBAYA!!
today was kinda tiring..lazy to brag about what happened in school uh..
sisnt go jogging today..coz i had to print pics for the notice board..and dammit,i havent started on homework!!
gahh..just finished printing...well,i hope classmates not angry with the pics i print...haiss..
and my hair is getting straighter..yeah!
hahax...
alright..i got nothing else to post about..i gotta cut out the pics and do malay homework: bye people:)

today was an awesome day!haha..had the total defence emergency exercise thingy..
and since it was gonna be our last emergency exercise in the school,we were all so kecoh!
especially faiz,rolling around the class screaming stop drop roll!hahax!
wasnt so hot in the hockey pitch..i had fun with salina BAMBAYA-ING with the class pole thingy..lols!
after that was P.E!!!floorball..didnt play much though..spent most of my time confirming class participants for sports day..i feel so semangat!i'm the only girl participating in all running events!but confirm jialat uh!
haha
and the whole class JIWER!!participate in 1500m!last year today,last sports day together...things are way way different!
piano-ed awhile..played floorball...then usual,other lessons and all..
after school,dad came to pass me the idk what medicine..urgh!and noraza ate corn-.-!tmrw i bring..hahax!its seems she and halima likes it:)
so yea,as i was saying..after school..there was a small fight between girls..woah!damn fierce!
they really took total defence seriously..LOL!then many many people got involved when they didnt even do anything..haiss..
after that whole thing,had maths retest...urgh!i need to do a re-retest!i only improve by 1 mark and got 18...must get at least 20!woah...alot of careless mistakes..hahax!
and yeah,noraza say my hair look rebonded-.-!aigoo...my sis anyhow put the cream sia...my hair now so jialat...and scandal make me blush...say my fringe very sexy!haha!babe,ur hairstyle more awesome sia...JEALOUS!
ok heck that..perhaps when dad is overseas,will try straightening myself at home:)
HOPEFULLY!
aite,finished up the compilation of sports day participants..WHOO!tiring sia..
and now i'm off to do some revision...bye loves<3

hello lovelies:)
its valentines day..
and i got my valentine! its salina!my gay buddy..haha
KYANG KYANG LOVES GAY BUDDY!
today was actually kinda good...me and noraza weren't emo..hahax:)
coz we both had our valentines:)
lol..oh well,nothing much happened today...
oh yeah!today the class was singing the song valentine...omg!!damn nice:) should have recorded!wasted..
aitee..enough of blogging uh..not in the mood also uh...and yeah!i finally did family tree:) it's up in the class at the notice board..hahax..i like:)
okayy..me gonna upload pics on fb..then gonna ask sis to do my hair:) hehe^^

today is a horrible day.i can tell. woke up for class at MDIS today..and dad was all shouting crap to me.. complaining about my hair..and he scolded me for something i didnt even do. wtf!
and yea,i do need to spend extra time on my hair,coz my effing fringe is rebonded and i dont want it to curl up again...could you please understand that for once?
went for class....came back,didnt want to eat...coz i ate like 2 buns during class..at that was at 1040+...reached home at 12+ OF COURSE I NOT HUNGRY LA!
then u still can ruin my mood some more...telling me that i'm going to die..
wow!how great.
how i wish i really could die..
then lunch topic today was my hair? and how i am not setting an example to my school and whatsoever!
saying that if i let down my fringe in school,others will follow...how can the school enforce rules when seniors are doing such...
wth sia!all this because of my hair....i dont get why u really anti my hair sia...not your hair right?so whats the big deal?
goodness!so irritating..
so yeah,walked out of the table...went to room and i needed to blog about this..you ave no idea how much i hate you now..
confirm tmrw you'll be even more mad..coz i'll do my hair in the morning right?and you'll say i look like shit..you'll say this hairstyle dont suit me..you'll say i look like a emo piece of crap...
okay..i had enough blogging abou this crap..i just wanna be alone now...i seriously hate my life right now...

just came back from haircut...whoo!i love my hair...hahax
thanks dad,for allwing me to rebond my fringe:)) yeay!
so well,today nothing much happened.. my sis is cooking!O.O
i'm skipping dinner i guess..haha!gonna do some studies soon..can't slack much nowadays yea?
ok,i've got nothing else to blog about...
2 more days to valentine's day:)
hahax...bye peoples!

i didn't like school today.not one bit.
i dont know why,today i just didn't feel like myself although i was all cheery and stuff..
haiss..anyways,exchanged nametag with noraza..coolness!she has mine,and i have hers!who else wanna exchange.imma keep it for life! :)
oh well,other than that,lessons were quite ok...as usual,sat with the boys at the back and got kacau-ed TERRIBLY!haha..after school,had dance...was ok uh...
but my mood kinda got ruined...
people keep on misunderstanding me.well,not really misunderstanding..but they just dont understand whats going on,and they blame me for it.i swear i dont know what i can do about this crap. heck it,i'm not doing anything.i shouldn't be bothered.let them think what they wanna think as long as i'm not affected by their crap.
and yeah!sean's back in school..woah!i effing missed him...and i luv his new hairstyle..haha..every few minutes must touch touch his hair..lols!
okay.nothing else happened today.. TGIF-Thank God It's Friday..
hahax!
got the weekend to do some stuffs..
i need to revise and so whatever school stuffs..then i really really wanna cut my hair..and perhaps treatment..might head out with sis to idk where. and idk what else i'll do over the weekends..
aite,enough blogging for today..and people!if u have tumblrs let me know!coz i wanna read it whenever possible...and i wanna write everyone's tumblr on my foolscap paper cover..haha..lame right...but i want it!
and i cut my beautiful long nails today:( but repainted them:)

hello world!today was an awesome day:) school was great...sat with rusydi and haziq and hanafi and shanmuka..non-stop laughters!haha..and i can be so open with rusydi and hanafi..haha!i like being open:)
then about all sorts of stuffs..rusydi made a bet with me..
Rusydi: if we survive 2012,u blanja me mee siam..and if we don't survive 2012,i blanja u mee siam.
and i happily agreed-.- till i realised i was so dumb...hahax!
after school,went to buy finger food at 7 eleven..then me and jamuna got all crazy about the game outside the photo shop.. i won 8 tickets,3 times continuous...then jamuna's effed up jelous face so cute!haha... late for coaching as usual...but managed to finish up the work in time..
after that,dad fetched me...and i think i left my specs in the toilet...wahh!!damn sad..no specs tmrw..i hope its not lost:( if not i die..
and sean!i miss you, you idiot!
after school,headed to KTPH,to heck sis's stupid eye...then got one damn cute guy..haha!!so cute...okayy,i didnt go there to check out guys...but one thing really pissed me off...one stupid typical indian guy,sat right beside me while waiting for his appointment..wahlao!got so many free seats,why must come sit beside me...damn disgusted!
anyways,headed home arnd 6+ and now imma upload pics taken in school..today took aot,coz chemistry practical:)
aite,there's dance tmrw...haiss...another horrible day i guess..

haiss,today wasnt quite a good day. well,beginning of the day was great..
as usual,with autistic child and hotstuff..hahax:)
planned about the class hoodie and all..its almost finalised:)
and i dont like the seating arrangement! i sitting beside shanmuka and he's DAMN IRRITATING!hahaha!but funny ah..lols
p.e wasnt fun...he said today was floorball,then finally ruined my mood with soccer:((( and i hope hanafi's leg is better:)
today was haziq's unlucky day..walking behind me,the fork fall down..then sitting beside me,mee soto spill on him..haha!kesian seyy!but not my fault! :)
anyways,coaching was spent on designing the class hoodie..after that,was dance..hmm..not good really...
same problems,shall not brag about it..i malas!
and you texted me after two days..okayy..normal convo right..but i didnt know that after 5 months? of not contacting you,you still didnt change..
i dont wanna meet up. basically,its just that,i'm not in the mood. i dont even know the actual reason myself.. but i'm sorry,i think i've hurt you real bad,unintentionally..
ok,i just realised that it should have been posted on my tumblr..dammit.i got a slight sad post on bloggie:(
and autistic child!thanks for telling me about '....' tmrw i tell you about '....'
i cant believe you're so outdated!!!hahax!it's been months,and u just got to know it today..lols!
okayy..i'm done blogging...piano a lil,then study,watch dramas and sleep:) nighty nights people:)

- You picked the best of times to drop the worst of lines. all those lies so made me cry...


i love my pencil case!

and adeline tweeted this :

Ashvini: He looks like sean but handsomer . With the same amount of hair , but gay .

HAHA!!EPIC!

cant blog much..sis gave me limited time to blog:( sad-ed!
anyways,chemistry test was horrible..she always test us on things she never told us to revise. AWESOME RIGHT? anyways,physics test got 19/20:)) yeah...so that'll average out my score for combined science:)
anyways,autistic child has become my invisible friend..coz i never seem to be able to spot her when she's around..haha...but dont destroy my spongebob!and thanks uh!for writing ashvini shave fail on the board..i didnt realise it till mano told me..woah!embarassing.. and pass hor! anyhow only!
lol...
and sean! STOP SLAPPING ME! i never do anything also slap..stoopid cow!
hahax..ok,what else happened today?
oh yea,sweet supplier back in business:) brought chips more for class...^^
then after school headed to northpoint with rahziah and anitha..went to popular bought some stuffs.. met up with noraza,mano,adeline,thalia,salina,syazman and aisyah at ljs..talk talk awhile..then sis reaches northpoint rdy:) met her,lunch at pastamania! whoo!
talked about "stuff" haha...so fun,its like debating with my own sis.. i like:))
headed to swami home after that.. hmm,she wasnt there:( left the stuffs and headed home...
and now i've got to finish up malay homework and rewrite the ss essay...haisss...
i wanna play keyboard:) i'm almost done with the song:)))))
and there's dance tmrw..hopefully dance will be completed by this week..then next week can go to UCC to practice:)

alright,my sis is out of the shower...so i gotta surrender the lappy to her. i hate her.

urgh!someone help me!i'm bored. i havent started on chemistry,and i dont think i will. i've got no mood..all of a sudden:((

aite,i think its time for me to post pics! been a real long time.. :)

ok i lazy to post more pics..plus,its all of facebook rdy:)
 aite,me gonna listen to bruno mars songs:)

i havent started on chemistry revision.gosh!i'm really slacking this year.
but heck it,i know i'm gonna concentrate for o  levels:) well,hopefully!
and yeah,didnt know that texting you after so long will lead to this..
how i miss it:) but cow!you didnt text me last night..
still waiting for ur text:(
well,anways,no more stupid calls and texts from weird numbers..thanks to the trashing my sis gave to that arse!haha...i love her!! :)
so much for not getting over me since 3 years..pfft~ you expect me to believe that..
anyways,i gotta get to revising soon..and i wonder when i can use my computer again..thanks to sis,for breaking the mouse:((((
haha..
aite,i just got to know that i cant study:( coz dad called and asked us to head to grandma's place...
do i need to bring my chemistry textbook?
AND SOMEONE!!!PLEASE TEXT ME!MY PHONE SO DEAD:(((
where are those people when i need them...haiss...
ohwell,i got nothing else to blog about..need to get ready..
AND MAJOR NEWS!my dad removed my stitches for me last night...whoa!i felt no pain..thanks dad!!i freaking love you! :) <3
and i'm addicted to bruno mars<3 i want a bf who'll dedicate bruno mars songs to me!haha..random much..
aite,i gotta go now:) bye bloggie!

---i don't mean a shit anymore. and you know what,you don't mean a shit to me anymore. finally it came to this. never though it would..

SHAA!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! sorry couldnt make it today..hahax:) i love ya babe! :)

okayy..school's gonna start soon,dammit,holidays so fast:(

just went jogging with family...urgh!timing all so HORRIBLE!!!

anyways,i'm using my sis lappy,so thats the only pic that has sha:( if not can put alot more!hahax!

so,yesterday's outing with scandal,sis and daughter was awesome..watched the green hornet in 3d..nice movie...jay chou damn cute:)

haha...

aite,sis wanna use lappy..cant blog much:(

adios!

to that fktard who never leaves me alone...
please uh,i thought u were gone at last.then u start giving me and my sis missed calls from unknown numbers,and then u immediately text wrg no(from ur old number) who the he;ll wont know its you. coz you're still immature and u have no idea how to "act innocent" or whatever shit.
fktard: what u mean u are not doing anything?it was bcuz of u today im in a state like this.. that is why i became a state like that..u are d cause of making me in this situation..when u told me that u did nt wanted to c me then i became numb!i was sad for so many months.. but nw i became strong in mentality, but u never had ever given me a chance to be wit u in ur whole entire life. cuz of age,but let me tell u this true love does not mater abt age but as long as u love each other. nw atleast i hope u keep ur bf happy..i was numb for months..but u didnt care..sing grenade by brunomars..

IDIOT!i dont wanna text u,spend money texting u bck for what...and please improve ur english.that was the crappiest "dialogue" EVER![it was bcuz of u today im in a state like this.. that is why i became a state like that..u are d cause of making me in this situation..]i'm glad ur in this state.seriously. im so proud of myself![when u told me that u did nt wanted to c me then i became numb!] u became numb?what an expression. dude,ur sec 4,get ur english right![i was sad for so many months.. but nw i became strong in mentality,]and u expect me to believe ur sad for so many months..need i remind u,u have a girlfriend?[but u never had ever given me a chance to be wit u in ur whole entire life. cuz of age,but let me tell u this true love does not mater abt age but as long as u love each other.]and it wasnt coz of age,plus we were'nt official. and yea,it was just a liking,and i never wanna be with u ever again.true love does not matter abt age but as long as u love each other-i agree! but i didnt love you.[nw atleast i hope u keep ur bf happy..]ur so outdated!and duhh,i definately will keep my future bf happy.[i was numb for months..but u didnt care..sing grenade by brunomars..]yeah,coz ur such an irritant.i hate you.
GOODNESS!will u ever disappear? like *poof*.. GONE!
(AND U JUST GAVE ME A MISSED CALL) -.- ur calls have been auto rejected ever since sec 2,the day i went jalan raya:)
fktard: so is that nw u nvr msg bck cuz u guilty??i cud have made people come to ur sch to find u but i did nt do anithin cuz its bcuz i had forgiven u but vini,i will definitely c u in real life.. i will find u with all d help i have,once i get u!u re goin to get fried! so get ready,i was nt d wan hu call u,bt im goin to get u!hmm..nah,i dnt want to get revenge..but i want u to get free,well i pity u that is why im nt taking revenge..gudbye.

WTF![so is that nw u nvr msg bck cuz u guilty??]dude,why the hell do i need to be guilty?i didn't do no sh*t![i cud have made people come to ur sch to find u but i did nt do anithin cuz its bcuz i had forgiven u but vini,i will definitely c u in real life..] OMG!i'm damn scared right now. firstly,u dont even know my school-.-! i dont want to see u in real life![i will find u with all d help i have,once i get u!u re goin to get fried!] oh no!i'm being threatened by a 14 year old boy. how scary can that be! plus,i got people,just 2 people! and u wont even dare come c me. :) [so get ready,i was nt d wan hu call u,bt im goin to get u!hmm..nah,i dnt want to get revenge..] hmph~ so much for wanting to seek revenge. CONTRADICTING URSELF![but i want u to get free,well i pity u that is why im nt taking revenge..gudbye.] OK YAY!BYE:)

so thats hopefully the end?haha...so fun...u wanna act all emo and stuff...lols!and every 1-2 minutes,i look at my phone and see VISHNU JERK-rejected! awesome! i feel so happy:)
ending this post here. enough of u!

okay,i currently feel happy and depressed at the same time. haha ..coz i read nani's tumblr. exactly the same things that i feel.
and i'm in the 'song' mood.
i got all random songs going through my head sia. it's awesome:)
 It's a beautiful night, We're looking for something dumb to do. HEY BABY, I THINK I WANNA MARRY YOU<3
hahax.random much!
i need to play keyboard. and create that 'song' i've been trying to create since like forever. i think imma take up piano classes after Os.. idk,people keep on telling me to do so.
 but i very malas. and yeah,i need to create a twitter. but i'm also malas:)
okay,i'm bored.so imma end this post,finish up milo nuggets,text scandal,watch tv with sis and dad,then just do nothing till i know what i need to do:)
and i'm missing someone. it's a really really random person,idk why i even thought of you.haha. imy:)

Should I Give Up Or Should I Just Keep Chasing Pavements, Even If It Leads Nowhere.
Or Would It Be A Waste Even If I Knew My Place, Should I Leave It There.
 -i know someone who has this feeling everyday of her life.
P.S-It's not me:) My Life Not So Emo:D

hello world! I'm actually feeling kinda better. had performance today which went quite well. i didn't faint or whatsoever,but the pin kept on poking in my leg~ouch.
anyways,the spinning part killed me.damn damn giddy but i survived!
so after all that,as usual,i never take out my makeup,coz i feel that i look better(prasan). well,actually its coz i malas.so,went to CK with noraza and rahziah to buy my hair straightening cream.
and wait,i've gone too far. my dearest brother sean, do you realise what a sweet sister you have?appreciate it la dei. haha!
ok,after school.went with noraza and rahziah to northpoint,on the way,saw krisna and dhashaini and lekha and all the other guys.talked awhile and tomorrow me, sis and krisna going swami home right? yipee!
so,met up with fellow 5na peeps at northpoint ljs.
then walked around in northpoint in search of food.lols..
in the end,rahziah didn't eat -.-
walked with rahziah and noraza,sent rahziah back and walked with noraza while talking about *ehem ehem*
hahax!planned to watch the green hornet at amk.why amk?i wanna go causeway point sia. then can see suresh!hahax!
sis might wanna tag along too. and together,we can eyewash any guy!hahax!
oh yesterday talked to madharn for the first time ever!his voice sound like someone else sia.then i actually thought it was "someone else". haha..heck that.
anyways,finally reached home,took shower and washed off all the makeup.urgh!the stupid eyeliner go in my eye,and now it's red:( and i have my ankle pain, and i have headache, and my cut on my head is kinda pain. i hate my life.
and thanks to lekha and dhashaini for helping out with makeup today:)
and u people make me blush sia.haha..keep on staring at me,especially lekha-fell in love with my contact lens right. lols! i love you people!
and to the people who texted me after my dance. woah,i'm so touched! hahax
Autistic Child: Hey shaving fail. You danced so autistic-ly awesome just now ! <3
awwwh...so sweet. but my shaving passed liao!and and i wanna be a gummy bear-damn act cute sia!
and last but not least,bfs and gfs! you people scream so loudly that we can forget our stps. but yea,its totally motivating sia:) scream louder next time kaes!hahax:) and since we're the oldest in the school now, we can do whatever the hell we wanna do! :) yeah!!

and i think janjab knows that his "code name" is janjab. OH NO!must give new name rdy. lol

today started off awesome..brought the huge pluto to school.passed it to lekha...woah!she seriously damn happy:) i love ya babe!

anyways,noraza never bring chocolate-.- nevermind..
my head isn't getting any better..i was actually supposed to remove stitches today but dad says keep it on awhile more...I AM ABSOLUTELY FINE WITH THAT! thats like the best thing ever coz i'm super scared of taking the stitches out.
besides all that,this week was mainly class tests...been fairing quite well except for social studies..and autistic child bought for me ice cream and i bought for her too:)
malay-failed by 4marks...had maths and physics test today.can handle...but not a sure pass..
okayy..sean!sorry i never give u chocolate..haha..i love seeing ur irritated face sia...i bring next time kaes:)))dont be angry with me... :( haha...anyways,u still cant resist talking to me at the end of the day.haha!
and horrible news! this was the first time i didn't do p.e!and guess what,it was floorball!on the days i cant do p.e,there will always be floorball!stupid!
after p.e,had recess..went with noraza,and revised for physics test...
oh well,all that was before my effed up day started...
before coaching,headed to macs with autistic child,hotstuff,scandal and faiz...bought ice cream and french fries..we were oh so late for chemistry coaching..but what was the worse that could happen?just a long stare with those bulging eyes:P
then went to econ,bought chips more...came back to class...and all that chemistry stuffs..
finally done,headed for dance...oh yea,my nightmare begun..
was going good so far..and and the praveen so cute!!haha..he's joining dance..omg!i'm gonna be staring at him while dancing:)))
besides that,the usual issues of indian dance...the same attitude from the same people...
heck that,its never gonna change for sure..
and fml,i felt giddy after awhile...took rest and thought about HOW THE HELL I'M GONNA PERFORM TMRW WITH BLOODY STITCHES AT THE BACK OF MY HEAD.and if i already feel giddy,wth is gonna happen on stage tmrw. EXPECT THE WORSE VINI,EXPECT THE WORSE.

dance finished at 6+ today...didnt dance alot...how i wish i could be exempted from this dance...
BUT NO,school isn't so understanding right.no matter what ur condition,u have to do,coz u have to set a example blahblahblah!
and worse still,stitches dont matter,thats nothing big...as usual,we were all informed just 2 days before the performance?wth is wrong with the school...do they have any sense of planning and timing?
and it's a dance we have not practiced in a while..u expect us to learn all the stepsby today?and without the music?imma fall on stage again tmrw right.that dont matter...
so all this is starting to stress me out extremely.tmrw,gotta be in school at 645...doll up everyone.
yeah,let the whole school see me faint/fall on stage.how awesome would that be right!
ohwell,enough said here.there's no way i can change the way tmrw is gonna be..i just hope performance goes absolutely fine,and if i need to faint after that,i can very well do so.

i need a break from my life.i seriously do.and all those misunderstandings?its unnecessary...haiss...misunderstand me more kaes:)

well i'm still gonna look great tmrw with all the other awesome dancers,hopefully we have one last practice and no one is late. 'ONE' meaning YOU! thats looking on the brighter side of life...i gotta start doing that.

indian dancers,no matter what horrible planning our school has, we must freaking have the confidence in us. coz school's not gonna change. seriously.it's already the second time we have been informed so late before a performance.. and be prepared,you might just need to expect that same thing for SYF this year.
So JIAYOUS! :)

EDIT: and yea,we do intend to cry on that very day.so much for what i found in my file and my awesome pencil case right.
and to autistic child: I AM A GUMMY BEAR! :)