Oh look I haven't updated this blog for 9 months. Probably the only reason I come back here is to recall and relive every milestone throughout my life.

So where do I begin.

I was with Sam, for 3 months. Then things just went wrong. And I feel so bad for him because it's been 3 years since we knew each other, and every time we're so close to being happy, something just fucks it up.

I'm sorry. I know it's easy to say this but so hard to do, but please just move on. I'm not worth it, I'm not a keeper, I'm not what your friends think I am. I'm tired of leading you on, I'm tired of keeping you waiting for nothing.

Relationships aren't my thing. So basically, I'm not intending to get into one anytime soon. Heh, not as if anyone else wants a relationship with me.

Anyways, I miss Azfar. Basically, he's a guy whom I got to know of back when I was in Sec 4, and I was too afraid to add him up and start a convo with him because HOLY SHIT HE'S SO HOT.
Well, eventually we became friends, and pretty close in fact in just 2 months.
I even forgot he was my "crush" till we started talking.
Ugh. I miss him.

Besides all that, I'm done with Y2S1. PRAISE THE LORD. I have been waiting for holidays ever since this semester started. Got my scholarship WHOOP WHOOP.
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I WANNA GO FOR BMTH'S CONCERT. UGH. I WANNA GO SO BAD. SOMEBODY BUT ME TICKETS FOR MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT I WILL SMOTHER YOU IN KISSES AND LOVE YOU FOREVER OK.
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~You were the greatest thing that ever happened to me