Feb 1, 2011

today started off awesome..brought the huge pluto to school.passed it to lekha...woah!she seriously damn happy:) i love ya babe!

anyways,noraza never bring chocolate-.- nevermind..
my head isn't getting any better..i was actually supposed to remove stitches today but dad says keep it on awhile more...I AM ABSOLUTELY FINE WITH THAT! thats like the best thing ever coz i'm super scared of taking the stitches out.
besides all that,this week was mainly class tests...been fairing quite well except for social studies..and autistic child bought for me ice cream and i bought for her too:)
malay-failed by 4marks...had maths and physics test today.can handle...but not a sure pass..
okayy..sean!sorry i never give u chocolate..haha..i love seeing ur irritated face sia...i bring next time kaes:)))dont be angry with me... :( haha...anyways,u still cant resist talking to me at the end of the day.haha!
and horrible news! this was the first time i didn't do p.e!and guess what,it was floorball!on the days i cant do p.e,there will always be floorball!stupid!
after p.e,had recess..went with noraza,and revised for physics test...
oh well,all that was before my effed up day started...
before coaching,headed to macs with autistic child,hotstuff,scandal and faiz...bought ice cream and french fries..we were oh so late for chemistry coaching..but what was the worse that could happen?just a long stare with those bulging eyes:P
then went to econ,bought chips more...came back to class...and all that chemistry stuffs..
finally done,headed for dance...oh yea,my nightmare begun..
was going good so far..and and the praveen so cute!!haha..he's joining dance..omg!i'm gonna be staring at him while dancing:)))
besides that,the usual issues of indian dance...the same attitude from the same people...
heck that,its never gonna change for sure..
and fml,i felt giddy after awhile...took rest and thought about HOW THE HELL I'M GONNA PERFORM TMRW WITH BLOODY STITCHES AT THE BACK OF MY HEAD.and if i already feel giddy,wth is gonna happen on stage tmrw. EXPECT THE WORSE VINI,EXPECT THE WORSE.

dance finished at 6+ today...didnt dance alot...how i wish i could be exempted from this dance...
BUT NO,school isn't so understanding right.no matter what ur condition,u have to do,coz u have to set a example blahblahblah!
and worse still,stitches dont matter,thats nothing big...as usual,we were all informed just 2 days before the performance?wth is wrong with the school...do they have any sense of planning and timing?
and it's a dance we have not practiced in a while..u expect us to learn all the stepsby today?and without the music?imma fall on stage again tmrw right.that dont matter...
so all this is starting to stress me out extremely.tmrw,gotta be in school at 645...doll up everyone.
yeah,let the whole school see me faint/fall on stage.how awesome would that be right!
ohwell,enough said here.there's no way i can change the way tmrw is gonna be..i just hope performance goes absolutely fine,and if i need to faint after that,i can very well do so.

i need a break from my life.i seriously do.and all those misunderstandings?its unnecessary...haiss...misunderstand me more kaes:)

well i'm still gonna look great tmrw with all the other awesome dancers,hopefully we have one last practice and no one is late. 'ONE' meaning YOU! thats looking on the brighter side of life...i gotta start doing that.

indian dancers,no matter what horrible planning our school has, we must freaking have the confidence in us. coz school's not gonna change. seriously.it's already the second time we have been informed so late before a performance.. and be prepared,you might just need to expect that same thing for SYF this year.
So JIAYOUS! :)

EDIT: and yea,we do intend to cry on that very day.so much for what i found in my file and my awesome pencil case right.
and to autistic child: I AM A GUMMY BEAR! :)

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