feeling sick today aft crying in school ystd...on the 23 i only told noraza and sean...then anitha got to knwo..and on friday...fazil was like...dont be sad...whoa..the whole class found out alrdy before p.e lesson....I LOVE MY 4NA:)then yeaa..p.e...couldnt control myself....cried like crazy:(...sean cheered me up with that filipino accent:D thanks bro!didnt do p.e...ms chen kept on asking if im ok....told her i wasnt feeling well uh...so yeaa..I.S.H...hid in the toilet...didnt want ppl to get so worried...haha..then sat outside...saw them play basketball n volleyball..me,shanmuka,adeline,anitha n syazman sat one corner...THANKS GUYS..FOR BEING THERE FOR ME:) I LOVE YOU! skipped recess...aft recess i was kinda feeling better la...then asked sean n shan to dance for me..haha..cuteness! and 4na!thanks for the concern...and all the hugs!from noraza,anitha,sean,salina,halima,rahziah,ayu,nani,fazil,syazman....:D so yeaa..rest of the day...wasnt feeling so bad..BUT NOW IM SICK!!!ok nvmd..after school fazil n rahziah asking me to go raya...haishh couldnt sehh..they said u must spend time with friends now..we dont want you to go home and emo..SO SWEET!!really i treasure you all as friends..:)so anws..WANTED TO SKIP DANCE!!then i was walking with rahziah and shamira n farhan..then crossing the road.got one taxi horn horn at us...DAMMIT!WAS DANCE TEACHER!!!SWAYYY!!! then yeaa...called her..then she ask why not coming for dance...told her we going raya..then she said..cannot..you are the leaders..cannot skip dance..bla bla bla..haishh...so headed back to school...was really upset though...i mean she should understand what..muslims need to go for raya..haishh...anws..did dance...for the first time IN SKIRT!omg...felt so awkward..then doing the dance right...we have to be very very angry...i mean its sort fo a angry dance thingy..its gonna be syf...well..the first part of the dance i dont like la...to be truthful...so i hope i wont be dancing the first part..very scary...everytime i hear other screaming and shouting,i wont be dancing ready..instead i'll be closing my ears..haha...too loud..so yeaa...the second part of the dance..I REALLY WANNA DANCE...and yea...i keep on telling teacher i cant dance so fierce fierce,demon-like...haha..i very the graceful:)so yeaa..second part of dance will be graceful...cant wait for that part:D ANWS...TODAY!!woke up at 11am...coz i had a dream which i didnt want to dream about..so many times rdy..the same dream..haishh...why now!so anws..selpt again and finally woke up at 2!omg!!!then i was like dammit gotta study..and i havent started...coz just now watching hindi movie..now watching just for laughs...CHEER ME UP A LITTLE:D so yeaaa..thats bout it la.. i dont know whats gotten into me..when im angry i'll just let it all out...but in the end i realise i shouldnt have been that angry...well...what to do now...and yeaa..while typing this i can feel my throat becoming sore...i hate this..and yeaaa..i vandalised my table ystd...with lots of stuff...bout the same thing la..rabak!!then on my fulscap paper also...wrote all kinds of stuff...then noraza liked one of it...haha...well..i meant it at that point of time...now...hmm..i'm not so sure....but looking at the whole picture,i do mean it....and i'm sad i do... [NEVER ENDING WATERWORKS]