Jan 13, 2011

i didn't update my bloggie ystd coz noraza came over..and it was great:) i mean,for the first time,i invited my friend over to study,we actually studied:) so yea,thanks babe for coming over:) next thursday yea!
anyways,today was kinda hectic..had the photoshoot thingy going on...and yea,classes were just normal...nothing great happened today...except for the fact that i disturbed adeline a.k.a SAC(stupid autistic child) terribly!hahax...fun fun:)
so yea,after school,was with rahziah...went to collect our clothes and english coaching lesson worksheets...
then headed to doll up for the photoshoot:)
took about one hour?for both indian and malay dancers..pfft!there's only four of us..haha..luckily i brought my huge make up set!haha..bag was heavy,but it was of great use:)
after photoshoot,i lazy to take out make up:)
haha...until now i havent,gonna shower soon though...
headed home with rahziah coz dad went overseas today:(
and he's coming back on saturday??well,u better be home before sunday!must collect my scholarship!
anyways,thats about it luhhs..i've got social studies hmwk and maths hmwk..haiss...and i need to get printer catridge...to print saddam's face -.- for ss...hahax...
and yea,i know ur just saying it for fun..but seriously its kinda hurting..well,really hurting..you really don't have one bit of confidence in me?haiss..heck that..
JANJAB!STOP STARING ALREADY!YOU MAKE ME LAUGH:))))
and i realise that my life sucks now..really really suckish now...and i cant believe i even tried searching for someone,i don't even know ur name or whatsoever..haha...my life damn boring uh..i wanna make new friends:Dand i searched 2,000+ unknown people in search for you.HAHA..i siao right!it's like tring to search for suresh. O.O random.
lols!anyways,my life can still go on without knowing who the hell u are:))
and then...i just hate times when u feel ur doing everything right...i mean,you actually are,but it gets misinterpreted by someone else...and that causes a havoc...well,its not my fault.it really isn't..it's just the way people take it to be...they always take the negatives and never effing realise the positives..that's effing human nature.and i hate that!so,this happened to me twice so far.i don't give a damn anymore...seriously,just do whatever you want,i dont wanna be affected or bothered by all these.it's unnecessary worrying for me.i got my life to llive.you live yours.in any way you want.i won't stop you.i've gotta do whate is necessary,and i know i did that.no more trying.no more "extras" here and there...enough is enough.worrying won't make things better.in fact,i'm not even worrying sia.!lol.
aite,enough said..i'm stopping here.not wanting to pollute my blog with exceeding vulgarities. and dance class tmrw..i can't wait..
lets see what janjab has in store for me:)

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