Life sucks man.
It's been days since you looked at me, smiled at me, said hi to me.
And I'm feeling so concerned about it.
And thanks to that beetch, I can't even face you anymore. Fuck awkwardness.
Lets name this beetch M.
So yeah, school finishes right. So I'm with M and a couple moe friends, heading to Wendy's before coaching.
And yes, he was outside my class area.
That that stupid M started screaming and yelling my name. Like whut the fuck bitch?
And worst still, shouted his name too.
Wahlao, got problem with me is it. Ass sia.
And I actually wanted to say hi or atleast smile at him.
That won't happen. I bet that'll never happen anymore.
I'm so insecure sia. Low self esteem. Why the hell would he ever like me.
Haiss. I'd rather die than to see his face again.
I just lost all hope and courage to tell him I like him.
You know what. Just leave it. I don't even wanna tell him anymore.
My life sucks. That's coz people ruin it. And I hate those people.

I remember when he first fb chat with me. Haha. He so indian sia.
And when he said hi. I swear that was like the bestest day ever:) Although he smiles like a pedo -.-
Then he asked me to say hi to him, or just acknowledge his existence.
Gosh, I had so much hope back then. Hope that he actually liked me.
Then all of a sudden, he never smiled. Never talked. Never even looked at me.
Why suddenly sia? Saw you in the bus that day, you didn't smile or say hi.
Haiss. But yet, I feel so satisfied just seeing you.
Heck it. Your life. I don't wanna interfere. Maybe you're attached or something.


-I like you. I still do. But now I have to fucking get over you. And I don't know how to do that.
Please don't smile at me, don't look at me, don't say hi to me. Or else, I'll start liking you even more. And I don't want that.