Dec 16, 2010

last night at 11pm..forced dad to go petrol station,coz i had a big craving for ice cream soda pass few days..didnt have:( went to northpoint 7-eleven,didn't have...HAISS!
came back,texted noraza:)
i really love texting her..coz we can totally relate to each others problem.we go through the same thing together.coincidence much?hahax.scandals.
at least i know that there is actually someone who will listen to my whining:) and its great to text her,coz i get to reflect on everything but in the end,i end up crying real bad.well,least that's daily clensing for my eyes.
i dont wanna be a girl!a girl meaning one who cries over just about anything, one who blames everything on herself,one who regrets life, one who lets emotions(onw who has emotions in the first place) take over her, one who is so fickle-minded, one who can't forgive herself and forget the other. its al so suckish!
i dont wanna be a girl!its too much for me to handle. i wish to be a happy person.for once.inside and outside..
anyways,enough of all that crap!today imma meet irza and imma be happy:) 6 days left to india..and its reall saddening:(
oh yeaa..i love my dad!although he said spongebob is immature and all..haha...he still got me a spongebob pencil case and handphone pouch...so damn freaking cute!!thanks dad..I LOVE YOU!!so imma use that for school next year..at least i can get rid of the other pencil case:P
so anyways,enough blogging for now..gonna copy paste this on tumblr so noraza can read:P

All In The Past