urgh!someone help me!i'm bored. i havent started on chemistry,and i dont think i will. i've got no mood..all of a sudden:((

aite,i think its time for me to post pics! been a real long time.. :)

ok i lazy to post more pics..plus,its all of facebook rdy:)
 aite,me gonna listen to bruno mars songs:)

i havent started on chemistry revision.gosh!i'm really slacking this year.
but heck it,i know i'm gonna concentrate for o  levels:) well,hopefully!
and yeah,didnt know that texting you after so long will lead to this..
how i miss it:) but cow!you didnt text me last night..
still waiting for ur text:(
well,anways,no more stupid calls and texts from weird numbers..thanks to the trashing my sis gave to that arse!haha...i love her!! :)
so much for not getting over me since 3 years..pfft~ you expect me to believe that..
anyways,i gotta get to revising soon..and i wonder when i can use my computer again..thanks to sis,for breaking the mouse:((((
haha..
aite,i just got to know that i cant study:( coz dad called and asked us to head to grandma's place...
do i need to bring my chemistry textbook?
AND SOMEONE!!!PLEASE TEXT ME!MY PHONE SO DEAD:(((
where are those people when i need them...haiss...
ohwell,i got nothing else to blog about..need to get ready..
AND MAJOR NEWS!my dad removed my stitches for me last night...whoa!i felt no pain..thanks dad!!i freaking love you! :) <3
and i'm addicted to bruno mars<3 i want a bf who'll dedicate bruno mars songs to me!haha..random much..
aite,i gotta go now:) bye bloggie!

---i don't mean a shit anymore. and you know what,you don't mean a shit to me anymore. finally it came to this. never though it would..

SHAA!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABE! sorry couldnt make it today..hahax:) i love ya babe! :)

okayy..school's gonna start soon,dammit,holidays so fast:(

just went jogging with family...urgh!timing all so HORRIBLE!!!

anyways,i'm using my sis lappy,so thats the only pic that has sha:( if not can put alot more!hahax!

so,yesterday's outing with scandal,sis and daughter was awesome..watched the green hornet in 3d..nice movie...jay chou damn cute:)

haha...

aite,sis wanna use lappy..cant blog much:(

adios!

to that fktard who never leaves me alone...
please uh,i thought u were gone at last.then u start giving me and my sis missed calls from unknown numbers,and then u immediately text wrg no(from ur old number) who the he;ll wont know its you. coz you're still immature and u have no idea how to "act innocent" or whatever shit.
fktard: what u mean u are not doing anything?it was bcuz of u today im in a state like this.. that is why i became a state like that..u are d cause of making me in this situation..when u told me that u did nt wanted to c me then i became numb!i was sad for so many months.. but nw i became strong in mentality, but u never had ever given me a chance to be wit u in ur whole entire life. cuz of age,but let me tell u this true love does not mater abt age but as long as u love each other. nw atleast i hope u keep ur bf happy..i was numb for months..but u didnt care..sing grenade by brunomars..

IDIOT!i dont wanna text u,spend money texting u bck for what...and please improve ur english.that was the crappiest "dialogue" EVER![it was bcuz of u today im in a state like this.. that is why i became a state like that..u are d cause of making me in this situation..]i'm glad ur in this state.seriously. im so proud of myself![when u told me that u did nt wanted to c me then i became numb!] u became numb?what an expression. dude,ur sec 4,get ur english right![i was sad for so many months.. but nw i became strong in mentality,]and u expect me to believe ur sad for so many months..need i remind u,u have a girlfriend?[but u never had ever given me a chance to be wit u in ur whole entire life. cuz of age,but let me tell u this true love does not mater abt age but as long as u love each other.]and it wasnt coz of age,plus we were'nt official. and yea,it was just a liking,and i never wanna be with u ever again.true love does not matter abt age but as long as u love each other-i agree! but i didnt love you.[nw atleast i hope u keep ur bf happy..]ur so outdated!and duhh,i definately will keep my future bf happy.[i was numb for months..but u didnt care..sing grenade by brunomars..]yeah,coz ur such an irritant.i hate you.
GOODNESS!will u ever disappear? like *poof*.. GONE!
(AND U JUST GAVE ME A MISSED CALL) -.- ur calls have been auto rejected ever since sec 2,the day i went jalan raya:)
fktard: so is that nw u nvr msg bck cuz u guilty??i cud have made people come to ur sch to find u but i did nt do anithin cuz its bcuz i had forgiven u but vini,i will definitely c u in real life.. i will find u with all d help i have,once i get u!u re goin to get fried! so get ready,i was nt d wan hu call u,bt im goin to get u!hmm..nah,i dnt want to get revenge..but i want u to get free,well i pity u that is why im nt taking revenge..gudbye.

WTF![so is that nw u nvr msg bck cuz u guilty??]dude,why the hell do i need to be guilty?i didn't do no sh*t![i cud have made people come to ur sch to find u but i did nt do anithin cuz its bcuz i had forgiven u but vini,i will definitely c u in real life..] OMG!i'm damn scared right now. firstly,u dont even know my school-.-! i dont want to see u in real life![i will find u with all d help i have,once i get u!u re goin to get fried!] oh no!i'm being threatened by a 14 year old boy. how scary can that be! plus,i got people,just 2 people! and u wont even dare come c me. :) [so get ready,i was nt d wan hu call u,bt im goin to get u!hmm..nah,i dnt want to get revenge..] hmph~ so much for wanting to seek revenge. CONTRADICTING URSELF![but i want u to get free,well i pity u that is why im nt taking revenge..gudbye.] OK YAY!BYE:)

so thats hopefully the end?haha...so fun...u wanna act all emo and stuff...lols!and every 1-2 minutes,i look at my phone and see VISHNU JERK-rejected! awesome! i feel so happy:)
ending this post here. enough of u!

okay,i currently feel happy and depressed at the same time. haha ..coz i read nani's tumblr. exactly the same things that i feel.
and i'm in the 'song' mood.
i got all random songs going through my head sia. it's awesome:)
 It's a beautiful night, We're looking for something dumb to do. HEY BABY, I THINK I WANNA MARRY YOU<3
hahax.random much!
i need to play keyboard. and create that 'song' i've been trying to create since like forever. i think imma take up piano classes after Os.. idk,people keep on telling me to do so.
 but i very malas. and yeah,i need to create a twitter. but i'm also malas:)
okay,i'm bored.so imma end this post,finish up milo nuggets,text scandal,watch tv with sis and dad,then just do nothing till i know what i need to do:)
and i'm missing someone. it's a really really random person,idk why i even thought of you.haha. imy:)

Should I Give Up Or Should I Just Keep Chasing Pavements, Even If It Leads Nowhere.
Or Would It Be A Waste Even If I Knew My Place, Should I Leave It There.
 -i know someone who has this feeling everyday of her life.
P.S-It's not me:) My Life Not So Emo:D

hello world! I'm actually feeling kinda better. had performance today which went quite well. i didn't faint or whatsoever,but the pin kept on poking in my leg~ouch.
anyways,the spinning part killed me.damn damn giddy but i survived!
so after all that,as usual,i never take out my makeup,coz i feel that i look better(prasan). well,actually its coz i malas.so,went to CK with noraza and rahziah to buy my hair straightening cream.
and wait,i've gone too far. my dearest brother sean, do you realise what a sweet sister you have?appreciate it la dei. haha!
ok,after school.went with noraza and rahziah to northpoint,on the way,saw krisna and dhashaini and lekha and all the other guys.talked awhile and tomorrow me, sis and krisna going swami home right? yipee!
so,met up with fellow 5na peeps at northpoint ljs.
then walked around in northpoint in search of food.lols..
in the end,rahziah didn't eat -.-
walked with rahziah and noraza,sent rahziah back and walked with noraza while talking about *ehem ehem*
hahax!planned to watch the green hornet at amk.why amk?i wanna go causeway point sia. then can see suresh!hahax!
sis might wanna tag along too. and together,we can eyewash any guy!hahax!
oh yesterday talked to madharn for the first time ever!his voice sound like someone else sia.then i actually thought it was "someone else". haha..heck that.
anyways,finally reached home,took shower and washed off all the makeup.urgh!the stupid eyeliner go in my eye,and now it's red:( and i have my ankle pain, and i have headache, and my cut on my head is kinda pain. i hate my life.
and thanks to lekha and dhashaini for helping out with makeup today:)
and u people make me blush sia.haha..keep on staring at me,especially lekha-fell in love with my contact lens right. lols! i love you people!
and to the people who texted me after my dance. woah,i'm so touched! hahax
Autistic Child: Hey shaving fail. You danced so autistic-ly awesome just now ! <3
awwwh...so sweet. but my shaving passed liao!and and i wanna be a gummy bear-damn act cute sia!
and last but not least,bfs and gfs! you people scream so loudly that we can forget our stps. but yea,its totally motivating sia:) scream louder next time kaes!hahax:) and since we're the oldest in the school now, we can do whatever the hell we wanna do! :) yeah!!

and i think janjab knows that his "code name" is janjab. OH NO!must give new name rdy. lol

today started off awesome..brought the huge pluto to school.passed it to lekha...woah!she seriously damn happy:) i love ya babe!

anyways,noraza never bring chocolate-.- nevermind..
my head isn't getting any better..i was actually supposed to remove stitches today but dad says keep it on awhile more...I AM ABSOLUTELY FINE WITH THAT! thats like the best thing ever coz i'm super scared of taking the stitches out.
besides all that,this week was mainly class tests...been fairing quite well except for social studies..and autistic child bought for me ice cream and i bought for her too:)
malay-failed by 4marks...had maths and physics test today.can handle...but not a sure pass..
okayy..sean!sorry i never give u chocolate..haha..i love seeing ur irritated face sia...i bring next time kaes:)))dont be angry with me... :( haha...anyways,u still cant resist talking to me at the end of the day.haha!
and horrible news! this was the first time i didn't do p.e!and guess what,it was floorball!on the days i cant do p.e,there will always be floorball!stupid!
after p.e,had recess..went with noraza,and revised for physics test...
oh well,all that was before my effed up day started...
before coaching,headed to macs with autistic child,hotstuff,scandal and faiz...bought ice cream and french fries..we were oh so late for chemistry coaching..but what was the worse that could happen?just a long stare with those bulging eyes:P
then went to econ,bought chips more...came back to class...and all that chemistry stuffs..
finally done,headed for dance...oh yea,my nightmare begun..
was going good so far..and and the praveen so cute!!haha..he's joining dance..omg!i'm gonna be staring at him while dancing:)))
besides that,the usual issues of indian dance...the same attitude from the same people...
heck that,its never gonna change for sure..
and fml,i felt giddy after awhile...took rest and thought about HOW THE HELL I'M GONNA PERFORM TMRW WITH BLOODY STITCHES AT THE BACK OF MY HEAD.and if i already feel giddy,wth is gonna happen on stage tmrw. EXPECT THE WORSE VINI,EXPECT THE WORSE.

dance finished at 6+ today...didnt dance alot...how i wish i could be exempted from this dance...
BUT NO,school isn't so understanding right.no matter what ur condition,u have to do,coz u have to set a example blahblahblah!
and worse still,stitches dont matter,thats nothing big...as usual,we were all informed just 2 days before the performance?wth is wrong with the school...do they have any sense of planning and timing?
and it's a dance we have not practiced in a while..u expect us to learn all the stepsby today?and without the music?imma fall on stage again tmrw right.that dont matter...
so all this is starting to stress me out extremely.tmrw,gotta be in school at 645...doll up everyone.
yeah,let the whole school see me faint/fall on stage.how awesome would that be right!
ohwell,enough said here.there's no way i can change the way tmrw is gonna be..i just hope performance goes absolutely fine,and if i need to faint after that,i can very well do so.

i need a break from my life.i seriously do.and all those misunderstandings?its unnecessary...haiss...misunderstand me more kaes:)

well i'm still gonna look great tmrw with all the other awesome dancers,hopefully we have one last practice and no one is late. 'ONE' meaning YOU! thats looking on the brighter side of life...i gotta start doing that.

indian dancers,no matter what horrible planning our school has, we must freaking have the confidence in us. coz school's not gonna change. seriously.it's already the second time we have been informed so late before a performance.. and be prepared,you might just need to expect that same thing for SYF this year.
So JIAYOUS! :)

EDIT: and yea,we do intend to cry on that very day.so much for what i found in my file and my awesome pencil case right.
and to autistic child: I AM A GUMMY BEAR! :)